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  1. So...ahh you like da bush? The image we have of ourselves from the inside never really matches what we see in the mirror. Be it for the better or for the worse. And the way others respond to you either helps or hurts that inner conflict. It's complicated, there is no real reason. Some of the most insecure people I ever met were the most gorgeous girls. They were outright mean to everyone but once you got past that.....oh the damage that existed...wow! Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  2. The love of my life was a ballet dancer. Only thing that mader her happy was to dance. In three months she stole my heart. I've been with out it for 13 years. No matter how many ballet dancers I dated it was never her it was never the same.....but that's for another thread. Body image is also very cultural. I'm Persian. I have yet to meet a Persian girl who hasn't had work done. I have yet to meet a Persian guy who doesn't look in the mirror at least 5 times a day. Where it comes from? I'll neverk know, how it will end.....no clue. But do I know the base of the issue? Yes, low self esteem. I never had "it". Girls never threw them selves at me, in my 32 years only two girls ever hit on me. One was the ballet dancer and the other was a girl I dated over the summer. Would I like to get hit on more? SURE! It woul be great. And how can I get hit on....? Well dress nice? Smell nice? Smile? Who knows? Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  3. I have a shaved head, I trim my soul patch, I own about a half dozen different fragrances that I utilize, I iron all my shirts and my pants, i look in the mirror when I walk out in the morning I hate it when I look frumpy. I was bug freaking ugly as a young man. From ages 7-20 i was what one would call a train wreck. Remember the wonder years? Remember the best friend? Yeah....that as me! I couldn't get laid if my life depended on it! Add to it that we just didn't have cash for new clothes and being the only Persian kid in a poduck redneck full little upstate NY town and well....I kind of exploded when I got the chance. I dress well, not as good as I want to but I dress well. And do my up most to keep looking good. Be it going to Yoga class twice a week (which is great for ones body as well as ones mind) to going to a dermatologist twice a year. I'm making up for what I missed out on. But all that aside.....I have very very low self esteem. I have a very hard time taking compliments from any one. Especially girls. Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  4. Thought that some of you would like this one. Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  5. http://mikeandmotoko.com/About_Japan.jpg If you have to ask! Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  6. One word....therapy! Two words, Mash Up! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aKoBye__Txw Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  7. I think you guys and gals will get a kick out of this! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rhskSbh6EbA Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  8. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvZlhDNOw8M he he Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  9. Double the pleasure double the fun? Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  10. thank you Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  11. Just about to pay off credit card, and pay for my first 25 jumps. waiting for the repair dude to come in and fix the dishwasher....so i decided to start this thread. Post your song of the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEbb-qaprtE Orbital - One Perfect Sunrise Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  12. I'm like that white guy in the NBA when it comes to girl. I have to work and hustle for every inch, for every play. Thus zero Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  13. This is a cool thread! Thanks for the info Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  14. The Z4 is a very nice car. And so is the Boxter. Enjoy Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  15. I know this guy, he's married to what best could be described as a fridge....as her shape is [] instead of )(. Any how long sad story short, it was the first and only piece of ass he ever got, and now he believes....rather militantly I must add that all women in all media have been photo shopped! Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  16. We were both 18, let's say kindness. No we are not in the same area, we just found each other online. Both are friendly and.....due to distance and other issues there will be no checking out for a while. I've never had a second chance at anything in my life. I've had a first chance which was always my last chance. So this....this is new for me. Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  17. Well this is complicated to say the least. But we broke up due to me leaving the country. And now......well......who knows? Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  18. I'm sorry, I should have said getting a second chance...as in getting a second chance to maybe get the one that got away. Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  19. Second chances….not that common are they? How many of you have ever had a second chance with the one that got away? And of those that did have this second chance, how was it? Did it work out? Did it…..fail…..or just not go anywhere? Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  20. Hay baby, let me get naked and we can play a game of twister! Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  21. I hear the pay isn't all that bad! A working girl? I don't know....a stripper HELL YEAH... a working girl...ok sure why not. Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  22. I've been looking for peace for longer than I can remember. Growing up in Tehran in the early 80's during the bombings wasn't much fun. Then living in purgatory in upstate NY was well....even worse. I was given peace once, I was 18, I was an exchange student to south america......but it was taken away from me. I've been working every since to find it again. Moto riding helps, Yoga helps greatly, but this.....this.....I think will help me find a few seconds of freedom. Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  23. Yes. Do you buy a car without test driving it? Just bc you heard its fun and want to prove to your friends that you have balls, doesn't make it right to spend that much money... Do one jump... still like it... buy it in packages... You're lucky to have enough money to blow it on a hunch that you will like skydiving. The reason why the "experienced skydivers" gave you a look is that your attitude is nothing new... For me it's not about the balls.....I have faith in the system in the training and in the people around me. I'm in it for the peace, the zen, the deeper connection with the universe. OK now I sound nuts! Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  24. Well I have to tandem. Looking at the program it apprears three times. Then after that I'm free to be held by my arm and my balls! It's a small jump shcool with a small aircraft so....ah it's ok. And hay! I dorp $1,600 I save $100! Woo hoo! Wel who cares i just want to fly! And yeah, for the most part I'm kind of like the guy who knows what he wants and knows how to get it. Problem is.....when I don't or can't....then life becomes hell for me. Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!
  25. Yeah....it is $1,600....i would be a fool to invest that and not get certified. But they are right, I am a little nuts. Life through good thoughts, good words, and good deeds is necessary to ensure happiness and to keep chaos at bay. The only thing that falls from the sky is birdshit and fools!