virgin-burner

hey! where have you been!? i had a great day today, how was yours? didnt you had to put up with squeak, or still have to? and here i'm yabbering about what a shit-week i've had, while your facing this.. i'm ok, i went skydiving! or better yet, wingsuiting.. i'm an now! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

..with my low jumpnumbers as i've read here.. the instructor said i was gonna be alright! well, anyway, i did two jumps with a prodigy today! that was friggin' awesome, i'm sure my performance sucked, but at least i had gotten a feel for it. for a couple of seconds, it got all very quiet! that was way cool.. i'm surprised how much power you have to put into this, or i was just to cramped up.. but yea, premature birthday present that was for me, and most of all, i've had a blast!!! i needed that lately.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

ok guys, dont get your knickers in a knot.. you know, i wouldnt ask not to tell me that because i've already heard all of it. and it doesnt work for me. i guess, i'm only seeking support. you did lighten me up, bigway, its not that i minded really. but yea, i confess, i put a wall of text up there, not everyone is up to read it. and of course, everyone's allowed to post whatever they feel like. i miss the boobies tough, that would have cheered me up much more!! but yea, i wasnt really in the mood to take shit yesterday. maybe you do understand, maybe not. it doesnt really matter anyway, i'm fully aware this is the bonfire, i know the crowd here by now, what else would i expect! on another note: i've had such a blast today! weather didnt look to good in the morning, still went with the dude, had lunch together, then to the dropzone.. and guess what i did? i've had my first wingsuit-fllights!!! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

but yea, .10 is pretty, uhm, hefty!? “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

thats pretty kewl! on another note: i've asked specifically NOT to post shit like that. In fact, I had put it up quite early in my post. not that i mind really, but it would show a minimum amount of respect to, uh, nevermind.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

I'll drink to that cheers! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

you'll read about it in the incidents, how about that? no wonder, must be everything bottoms-up down under.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

that was a long but nice read! i guess, i'm a drunk that loves alcohol.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

1. thanks! i bet you're too!

to you too, girl!

now, wouldnt that be cool! i'm sorry to dissappoint you, i've decided i wasnt gonna go in under that sniveling mess before i've reached 20'000 skydives. that'll take another couple of years i guess. but i^ll keep it in mind to tell you beforehand, ok!? “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

if i have to explain, you wont understand! doh! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

yes, it is! but it probably got bigger as well.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

yea, you were, thanks.. it might have sounded more rude than it was meant. i was only expressing my feelings towards this time of the year, not you! actually one of the reasons that is, that the ones you'd wish from are the ones you dont hear from. but its much nicer to hear from someone completely unexpected. thank you for that!

well, you just covered pretty much everything what i specifically asked not to. thanks for that! uh well, i'm seriously thinking about becoming a packer.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

i read up on him. HAHA smart ass.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

open up my own, i have a catchy name myself.. there's some exquisit underwear named by me.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

how low will you go!? “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

what about the southern states, texas comes to mind, florida for example.. maybe even california? “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

i wonder who that birdy was.. fucks sake, i even hate my birthday, not only christmas, i fuckin' hate all of that fucking month!!! and to top it, i loose my job.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

thank god they're not the norm here.. i'd never get a job! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

does your DZ employ swiss brats!? “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

i've never heard of him.. you think worth looking into? “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

first of all, i shouldnt post this in a public place. secondly, surely not on a skydivers forum full of asstrumpets.. third of all, i'll probably ask the mods to move this whole thread somewhere where it cannot be seen no more for the general public, or to simply delete it! but i have to get this off my chest.. somehow! before you read on, be aware that this could get rather lenghty.. as in this thread, yea, i got fired. once more. as some may know, i'm suffering a bad adhd. not that i mind really, i believe its part of who i am, and to be honest, i like myself for who that is. if you're my friend, call me at three o'clock in the morning, telling me you're feeling like shit, i'm the first to jump in my car and drive as far as amsterdam to be near my loved ones, thats six-hundred miles, fuckers! i'm not stupid, my IQ runs somewhere in the 140's.. high numbers, duh! i was always into schools, i'm quite well educated. more than most, when i was younger, i never really cared for it. so i always did this additionally, like on my saturdays off.. for years! but i'm somehow bound to structures.. but not too much, coz' thats a real turn off. i need people around me that trust me and my abilites. working from home does NOT work for me î've found out. its simply too much distraction! i'm not a morning person really. i need pretty much sleep. i'm always late! bosses think i'm unreliable for that. i'm not! i just cant handle it. i've got THREE alarm clocks going in the morning, including a tv screaming at me.. usually i go to bed early too! i love mingling with people. i'm quite good at handling them, even difficult ones. but it gets to a point sometimes when i feel too much pressure, that it goes wrong.. if i have a good boss, its no problem dealing even extremely difficult people. people that "normal" people cant handle, for me its a walk in the park. but i cant handle both of them at the same time. that de-motivates me to a point to where it becomes unbearable. for everyone involved! there was this nice thread about drug addicts. well, i guess i'm not your typical drug addict. but i like shifting addictions. sometimes i drink so much, i put everyone to shame. sometimes its the..... or something else! lately, leaping from airplanes gave me the buzz. since its winter here, its hard to come by. well, i'll go again tomorrow. long drive, but worth the trouble in my eyes. one good thing in life in my eyes!

Yeah, and in the tunnel, and sitting on the tailgate of a Skyvan climbing to altitude. we do this all the time here.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda