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knowing it wont do me any good, i'm STILL looking for the right-click-mouse-thingy.. never wanted an iphone; until the day i got one - now i dont want anything BUT yet another iphone! illegal stuff - well, i'll like my movies off from torrents just as much as i did with my PC's.. all in all, for you, tumps up or thumps down for mac's!? (coming from a place very near by you..) “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

well, long-time pc-user here - and my laptop is about to die. i'm looking at them macbook air and pro's, IF, i think i'll decide for the 13" pro with 256gb SSD and 8gb RAM. i've only ever surfed on mac's, never "worked" with one; not much you can do wrong there. so anyway, as i got into photography and video as of late, i'm thinking it might be cool to do PP'ing and editing on a mac. does the pro fullfill my needs, should i get another windows-machine? much re-learning to do? because of my accident, i'm looking at another two or even more weeks of "free" time, learning "mac" for the time being sounds ok-ish to me.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

that is terrible news. i'll miss drunken rambling calls with you mate. i wish for his family to find peace. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

OSHA loves recordables. Company get a fine? A drug test involved? I'm a OSHA certified rigger and that kinda shit wouldn't fly (no pun intended) in my yard. Just had a chat with the copper that investigated; i am in for an "interview" the week after next. Federal prosecutor wants to know who's to blame insurancewise i guess. Copper took some over the counter painkillers that i have spare for when my back acts up. He asked my coworkers if i like to drink and what i've had for lunch and stuff. Nothing i've done wrong really i reckon. Meh.. On the upside, i got some good drugs from my family doctor this morning! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

That beam was double the length; then it met my penis! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

According to my best mate: "if you can jump, you can work, if you cannot jump - you cannot work!" I'm aiming at september now.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

I was released from the hospital today, now at my parents place.. Feeling pretty shit and tired now; think i'm gonna go to bed.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

Man, i fucking love you, that story had me in tears from laughing, i dont care if it's true or not! Thanks buddy!

Oh my fucking god!!! My balls are pretty bad, but not this bad! Yea, the morphine baby, yesterday i pooped twice, once even withou a suppository first.. But it really wasnt worth the trouble! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

Just had a woman here from REGA, and asked me about my experience, i told her about the screaming as well.. She mentioned PTSD and that it was completely normal to feel the way i do. For me it was the most horrible part and i think about it a lot, i'm sure it wasnt pleasurable for my co-workers, and i have a feeling it haunts them in their dreams.. I dont know how i should approach them next, all i want to do is hug and kiss them! I know that sounds strange, but this guys saved my life! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

Had a little fight with one of the nurses yesterday, self-righteous little bitch didnt wanna give me my drugs, when she came back she apologised and gave me my smack anyway. On the other hand, i was just woken up, got fresh icepacks and a little shot along with it.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

At the moment, i wouldnt even suck my own cock, nor would i let anyone else suck me.. Need i say more!? “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

Hahaha.. The fun part is, i'm an office dick! Ooh, unintentional pun, ouch! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

Jeez....I'm surprised you still have one. Your dick looks like someone laid it on an anvil, then took a really big hammer, and..... Heal up quick. Don It's less serious as one might, it's blood from the hematoma in my abdomen that follows gravity and collects in my penis and scrotum - it just looks fugly. I shit you not, my nutsack is the size of an orange.. I cant sit in the wheelchair comfortably.. Doc and nurses today "you should have been dead, but.." Looking forward to seeing the urologist tomorrow, hopefully the swelling has gone back so much that i get rid of the catheter. Its humilating to empty your urine from a bag or have it done for you.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

FUCK you! Damn, you guys should see my nutsack! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

I dont usually send pics of my dick to people, but hey, you have to see THAT! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

I'll probably get a delegation from work tomorrow come visit me; if they're lucky, i'll show them my penis in person! It's no sexual harrassment if it doesnt happen at work, is it? Docs said something earlier in the week about kicking me out tomorrow, but i dont see that happening realistically. I'm looking forward to loosing the catheter though! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

Me too mate.. Gosh, that screaming! I'm a little worried of getting back to work, feeling kinda ashamed and.. I dont know. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

Just sent you a couple of pics on FB.. As you know, i work for a crane company: i was looking for some parts on our stockage yard which is kinda crowded - lots of climbing and ducking over and under things - there was this beam that was a bit crooked on top of others, i was gonna squeeze myself past it, and i shit you not, before i did i thought to myself "i hope that shit isnt going to move!" Well, it did. Pinned me to a wall behind and crushed my tailbone, massive blunt force trauma to my abdomen and mostly my right leg. Probably lucky there was a wall and the beam didnt cut me in half. So, i'm screaming from the top of my lungs, first guy is there within - fuck knows - half a minute? Two more after that, they lift the beam off me with a crane, one guy on each side of me, holding me up and then drag me over to a plate of stone and lift me out of the mess again with the help of the crane. Shortly after i hear the ambulance and the helicopter, then the whole program, infusions stabilizing, i get the first shots of fentanyl, still in a world of pain, i think i got another two or three shots there.. The doctor from the chopper asked if i ever flew with one and if it'd make me sick. i'm like " i skydive and basejump, is it ok if i go get a rig from my car and jump into the hospital?" Got a good chuckle out of that one.. Well, i stayed concious during the whole thing, i'm brought into the shock-room where they cut the last pieces of clothing off me and start poking me.. I SCREAM at them, more drugs, more poking, more screaming.. Finally a doctor asks me for an honest.reply to hte inevitable question "do you or have you used drugs!?" I look him straight in the eye and say "you have NO idea how much and what kind'" he smiles and orders " ok, give him a BIG shot!" I think they gave me already 5 or 7 doses by that time. I was pretty happy by then. Then i got a CT-scan and an MRI after that, my fiancée was there expecting me to be dead because things got lost in translation.. That was a really shiity day. At least i'm privately insured, single room, food is really good and they're somewhat generous with the drugs.. I'm VERY happy about that. Nothing worse than being squished between sttel and stone, fucking sucks.. I'm on my phone, maybe normiss can post some of the pics i've sent him, my fucking dick is swollen and all sorts of colors, same goes for my nutsack, my hips, thighs and belly. Genitals are like that because of the hematomas upwards, but the blood runs down, so.. Fucking ridiculous! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

Try being squished by a 7000lbs steel-beam and tell me again how you feel. On the upside, the color of my penis now supposedly matches it's size. Fucking lucky to still be alive. I bet i gave my coworkers some nightmares from my screaming. In fact, i'm a little traumatized by it myself; it scares me when i think about it. When they lifted me out, all i could think was how the hell am i gonna talk myself out of this. When i've heard the ambulance and the helicopter circling, i figured that wouldnt work. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

Oh yea, before i forget, oxycodone is a close second.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

--> heaven I love you! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

german built, 12yrs old, not too worried i'm getting as much as a dent in it with a vespa.. concrete-trucks pulling over ten lanes after the toll-booths and clearly aiming at me - different story! “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

re-read my post, the v2.0 is somewhat cheaper than the V3; it also has the "techy-look" you seem to like. also take into consideration what you wanna do in the future, RW, FF.. have you checked with rainbow? german company, nice suits too, dont know their prices though.. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda

how about the v2.0 with the double-cordura on arms and legs? that will slow you down as well, you also have the baggy-option. i'm 178cm and weigh about 90kgs, my fallrate is fine with double and "normal" fit. “Some may never live, but the crazy never die.” -Hunter S. Thompson "No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try." -Yoda