Hello Adam. I am new to the sport too. I just finished my eleventh jump Sunday. Jumps 8-10 were off student status but with a group doing RW. I switch from rip cord to boc on number 11. So I decided to treat it like a AFF 1 jump. It was also going to be completely solo for the first time. I was really nervous going up to altitude. That little hacky handle must have had the color worn off of it from me grabbing it so many times on the way up. When the door call came my stomach was in my throat. After the exit everything was back to normal though. After I completed the PRCPs I only noticed one thing really different, how lonely it was. It was still a great skydive there just wasn't anyone else too look at. Kind of like when you solo an airplane for the first time. After you get you refresher out of the way and see that you can still do it you will do fine i'm sure. Hopefully you will get blues skies this weekend and you can work on this hurdle some more. Good luck. Perhaps we will meet at a DZ someday.
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