skygal3

oh,girls can be very confusing...but this boy takes the cake...

I guess it depends if you are gay or not...LOL...I was joking flirting and dancing with a guy who everyone said was gay, turns out no...the next day he would not stop asking me to marry himooog...

naked twister? indoor or outdoor? lol

well , it was a bit more than one date...one official date, a few saturaday night boogies...phone calls, ya ya ya...if you think about it, anything can be a relationship...hell, I have a relationship with my mailman by now,...

wishy washy is the correct term...maybe he knows he's leaving and doesn't want to get attached to someone...or maybe i scared him away at some point...??? all i know is that I would have liked to developed something, even if it was just a friendship to continue after he leaves...damn you men are so confusing!@!!

see thats what I thought...I tried the direct approach and it was full of line twists!!! So yesterday, after I heard of him leaving, I left a voicemail on his phone telling him I really like the person I started to get to know...but he's leaving! Damage has been done...god, this is the most confusing relationship I have ever had! All I know is that I am sorry that things did not work out between the two of us because I think we complimented one another very well...so 1 week left and thats that.

LOL! I am sooo glad that I was not the only filthy one after the landing! Yes, my first landing went something like this... ok, why is he directing me west??? ok, the ground is coming up awfully quickly...kkkkkkkkk (radio goes static when he says flare), thunk, huge! dirt storm...at least she mastered the PlF! I'm ok, I'm ok!!! I'm up...boy, that was embarassing...I hope noone saw that. Boy this dirt is dirty... and from the beer line it went something like this "flare, flare, FLARE! ooooooohhhgg...she's up!!!

well, I try......just as long as they are not at me...(she says as her insecurities rise and she looks away...)

nathan...where in NE do you jump??? not that I want to cook for you or anything...if you're nice I may share a snickers with you or something...maybe I will roast you a marshmallow...

ha ha ha...too funny. personally, I am working on my born again virgin status...oh, the looks I get at the dz for that...kind of like only scarier...

unfortunately, I heard today he is leaving to go south next week. I left a "goodbye" on his voicemail...he does video and tandems...today was windy, i did not get to jump, but he was pretty busy and I think he saw me but not sure. It's funny, I never knew how much a part of the good vibe of the dz he was for me until I found out of him leaving...I said my piece, and now I will probably never hear from him again......so no jumps today, and the leaving thing...makes a skygal pretty sad tonight...

Just a student!!! Hey, we are all "just students" at some point in time...that just happens to be where I am now... Anyway, thank you for the input...I am on my way to the DZ today. The weather looks crappy but hopefully that will improve...As for my skyboy I'm gonna just have to suck it up, smile and let it go...hopefully the thought that skydivers can't remember anything past 2 days ago will apply here. JK...Wish me luck, blue skies, a perfect canopy and a smooth landing!!! ***Good Evening AFF students...Lesson 1...no socializing with the staff...that means you too Katie..now set him down...***

...he is not an instructor...

this has been bugging me and I hope I can get your opinions on the matter...I hate speculation! Here's the scoop: After my first jump one of the guys that lives and works at the dz asked me for a date. I agreed. We had a great date and he said he wanted to see me again (no sex or anything)...we spoke a few times and then things fizzled...we had another date set and I never heard from him. Finally I waited a week and called him, he chalked it up to being busy. I said I just wanted to keep things clean...ya ya ya...another phone call and we set anothe date...which fell through for other reasons...anyway, saw him again when I started my AFF, he was on the plane and was really sweet to me, really nice that day and made things a lot smoother for me. I think that is why I had such a good jump! Then that night he was wishy washy again...so I was sick of trying to figure out what was going on, sick of waiting for a call so I flat out asked him out and he never responded...(damn voice mail)...as soon as I was ready to write him off I get a message which I could not decipher if he was blowing me off or not...and then never heard back, no new calls in like a week and a half...Girls there have told me that he is not the "player" type, that he is a good guy...I feel almost like a fool seeing him, and this is the one reason I am hesitant to go back...I feel like he blew me off and I feel like a fool...and I cannot figure out what went wrong! I mean, I really like who (I thought) he is as a person, and just want to be friendly with him, but I feel blown off. Seeing as he lives and works there, it is uncomfortable going back...so what do I do now when I have fallen so in love with this sport and crave it on a daily basis??? Ooog...lesson 1...do not mix business with pleasure!!! (so to speak)...Tomorrow i am set to jump again, but being a student I do not need the pressure of feeling like he sees me as a joke or something...oog...ack!!! what do I do? Find a new DZ??? thank you...any insights?

only if I get to be #2...wait...Jessica..I need you to bestow a yuppie # upon me...!

LOL! benni-it's on video too

hmmm...ok ok! I want to be a yuppie skydiver!!! I meet the requirements...I think...here's a debatable q: How many jumps do you have to have to be considered a skydiver? Some say once you are out of the AFF program; others say your A license...but after my 1st AFF one of jm's told me I was a natural and then said "congradulations, you're a skydiver", and I said " well, not yet..." and he said "no, blah blah blah...you're a skydiver...." I sold my ta-tas at the tiki party for $50 towards jump for the cause...does that count?

*sigh* i need a real job... how does one get a yuppie #???

LOL! that's not even funny...when a few people at the dz found out what I was paying in rent, their jaws dropped and said "dude! for that you could buy a trailer!" btw...there is a already a tent in my trunk...

this is how bad it is going to get...not only did I throw my budget away, but I am abandoning my lease in my condo, moving into a smaller apartment, and my cable was just shut off because it was either pay the cable bill, or move up in my AFF...now that's hooked...

ok, quade + jessica, what is it exactly that you do? It sounds as if you all have pretty interesting jobs at least...

ok, so to pass the time between all of us stuck indoors today... Question: What is your favorite dz moment from summer 2002? mine would have to be tiki weekend...too many good moments to post, but I never knew how hot or how fast a couch could burn! Also, perfecting my very first aff freefall(...but blowing the landing!)

aw...didn't anyone ever teach you it's not nice to tease the new gal!??

large double strength iced coffee, skim milk little sugar...the only thing that will wake me up...(other than a cherry coke slurpee mixed with a red bull...yum yum) i'm not odd...i'm unique...

Thank you! so what do you do to pass the day on Sat? (other than dz.com????) unfortunately for my employer, that is pretty much how I spend the afternoon...looking forward to my sunday at the dz itself! I know what you mean about NE weather...the past few attempts I have made, it was just way too windy for a newbie like me to jump...ooooooohhhhhhh, just thinking about the sunny blue sky and the cool wind rushing my face........ack!!! I gotta get outta here! (leave my job...pro...no money, no jumping...con...) what's a gal to do???