freebird

I used to teach step aerobics all of the time. I need to take another 10 week class to get re-certified ( this is something I want to do to make money while Im in nursing school) Anyway I think classes now are more picky. I hope my class does not leave the room. Its not so bad though , maybe I will start out at a nursing home class room.

He is almost just like my dad, accept my dad would never cook dinner every night. My husband likes to cook. Its his hobby.

BOOBIES, *** yea thats a pretty long thread.

Ok ..........the little shit just pissed on the floor. I still love him though. I spanked his butt and put him outside.

Spazz is his name because he has major ADD He is half chihuahua and and half pug. He looks like a chihauhua with a pug face and a curly tail.

We have had him 2 and a half weeks hes about 7 weeks and he went to the door and rubed his little paw on the door and went out and did a potty!!!!.

Would hubby change his hair colour for you if you asked??? *** nope.

It is me not him. Its me. I was taught this and Im trying to change. I think all of us are only on this planet a shot time. We have a gift which is life and intelligence and the ability to love. We should follow our heart and this in turn can ,one by one ,make peace.

I should just say who the skdiver is right.

She's afraid of her husband? That comes across as pretty onerous. Maybe it's a poor choice of words on her part. Care to clear that up Freebird? *** I'll clear or sum up my life. I had a beautiful daughter when I was 20. I was married for 2 years and divorced at 22. He was a drinker and cheat Did not really care I was not hurt when I divorced my first husband because my feelings for him had been gone a long time. I as a person am a person that does seek perfection but it will never come. I moved back to Houston with my mother and worked and went to school. Yes I had to take a 3 year old to a physical geology class a few times (don't ask why I took that class) My dad and mom did not live together. No wonder. My mom yelled MOST of the time. i think she loved the sound of her voice. She was doing things daddy did not need know. Myself and my daughter posed a problem in her little private world. I was doing good in school and wanted to get a degree in aerospace industry. (don't laugh) Im in nursing now. But I always admired the fellows at NASA and really wanted to be part of the space program. Let me sum up. My mom and I lived togehter she hated me loved my daughter. My eyes got a bad and I went to the eye doctor. ( met hubby). He ( hubby) was not ready to have a girlfriend at the time. I did not date at the time however for some unknown reason I e-mailed him to ask a question. We ended up going on a date. He wanted only sex he told me if we had sex it was just sex. Im like ok ,thinking he does not mean this. Anyway our first year he hated me and told me to not call him EVER again after a while.He was not nice the first year.Very horrible, he is opposite of that now. Things happened I moved out of my mothers house. (don't have time to explain the custody stuff nor do I want to) I lived alone . I saw an ad in the paper one day about skydiving and remembered on our first date he mentioned it. I called him and he agreed to go to Spaceland and do a tandem with me( after I coaxed him and had to keep reminding him). He was only civil and that is all during this time. I liked it he did not basically.He still does not listen when I get excited about my new canopy or my new container( G3) ( Triathlon) He strated to date me again but I knew it was not real. I was right he had a 19 or 18 year old chic he was seeing too. He was so cold and mean. Telling how pretty this girl was ( his best friends girl) I left his apartment one day and said this is it, OVER. I drove to the drop zone 6 months later I got my A-license. I was REALLY happy.

Noticed he picked the brown head

I've seen that too *** Whatever you guys are seeing in my posts, I assure you that the problem lies within me not my husband.

rig to wear around the house*** Im losing it. FAST. Im not even going to edit that. Guess I know whats in my subconscious.

Well if enough of you agree, I will do it. I may buy a blonde rig to wear around the house. If you REALLY know freebird you know that I would do that. the wig around the house thing.

You look good as a brunette. Go for it. *** Thank you.

If were not for hubby I would not done blonde in the first place and I would have already of gone back brown if I were not affraid of his response.*** Just because Im affraid of what my husband may think if I go back to my natural color, does not mean he is a bad husband. He is a great husband. He does not tell or make me do anything I do not want to do. He is awesome . He is just used to seeing me with blonde hair and for the last 3 years. It will be a drastic change and I want him to still think the same about the way I look.

I am happy. Here another pic.( a bit too much lip stick there)

Well I can tell him Im going to go bald if I keep up the blonde. Because actually this dye makes the hair brittle and break off I have a better texture with the natural hair and I think my natural brown looks better myself. I look kind of funny in that pic though.

thats me 22 Amber 1, yes...I have brown hair as if no one knew. Im thinking going back to the natural brown color the dye is really bad for my hair. If were not for hubby I would not done blonde in the first place and I would have already of gone back brown if I were not affraid of his response.

I saw one for the first time a month ago

I love my daughter even though she was taken from me . I love her more everyday and everytime I get to see her. I got her a huge stuffed animal a card with a sweet little saying that an 8 year old can read, and candy and a rose.

I LOVE my husband, he is my soul mate and I will love him forever and beyond, shall we pass beyond into another world he still, is my true love.

Even though Im taking time off, I shall return I ordered a new Triathlon. I have jumped one before and I really like them

When I get my new ones I'll go to that place BTW Im getting "new ones" next summer.