I know exactly what you are feeling! I just got my A license. There are a few things I did that helped me tremendously. Don’t get caught up bull shitting with the other skydivers while getting to altitude. Just focus on everything you are going to do. Check your handles and pilot chute at least 4 times during the ride. This will just get you in the habit of checking and making sure everything is secure and stays secure. Below are the tips I got that helped me the most.
1. Once you are seated and your seatbelt is fastened, close your eyes and think about your skydive. I did not get nervous until after 5000 feet! So I would keep my eyes closed for most of the ride, just thinking about every part of the skydive. Sometimes it helps to speak each step in your skydive.
2. Go through the skydive in your head in the same order you are planning on doing them in.
3. Don’t worry about having a perfect exit. Just jump out and arch hard! You will be amazed how fast you become stable.
These are all things that will help focus your mind on positive things rather than thinking about how nervous you are.
The drop zone I got my A license from “Skydive Arizona” allowed me to do the hop and pop whenever I wanted. So, I did it around jump 20. When you do your solo jumps try to focus on being stable. Think about your legs having positive pressure so you are not ass sliding across the sky.
Good Luck and keep your profile up-to-date with your jump numbers. Keep posting your questions and success stories. Keep super detailed notes in your log book about each skydive and read them every day so you do not forget what you learned from each skydive.
Blue Skies
Daniel