nubain1

Oh spit!20 more posts and I hit addict!

Thank you sir, may I have another?

I'm not really feeling a sting right now.To drunk to feel anyything.Just sitting back watching cartoon network and thinking about how bad a week this has been.There's been a lot more going on than this.This was just the topper to everything else that's happened to me.That's why I'm scared to jump tommorow because of all the bad I've had this week.

Ok,now I'm drinking hot beer.Somone really needs to slap me around for a while.

P.S. When you do meet the next one, don't pay their frickin' bills. *whack* Can I get a few more whacks to make sure it sinks in?Maybe use a 2x4 this time instead of your hand.Go ahead knock some sense into me.

You won't like my answer, but try staying single for a while, like over six months, no dating, just work, jump, have fun, go out with groups of friends and go home alone. Do this for a while to get comfortable in your own skin again. It may suck, but a saying I like is "You forget about the last one, when you meet the next one." Well, make decision to go without for a while. You need the break. I have been single for about 6 mnths now.And I'm ready to move on.I was about to give her the ultimatum anyway.I was going to tell her that i'm tired of waiting.It's gotten easier over time and like I said I had a feelling this was going on.It was just a shock to have it happen like this that's all.

I have alot of beer at the house.I should'nt be drinking all of it right now since it was supposed to go to the dz for all the beer I owe. After tommorow I should finally have my "A".But I'm drinking it right now,so I'm prob gonna get lynched at the dz tommorow for drinking all thier beer.Oh well,it's a chance I'll have to take.Thankfully I'm doing my own packing now.I'd be scared to let a disgruntled packer pack for me after showing up with no beer.I'm over it now.Nothing a little pw'ing has'nt fixed and a lot of beer has'nt hurt either.

Oh ok,They might haver them here in CO.I have'nt been to but a coupla chinese restaurants here so I might have missed it.

Jim's on Comedy central right now as we speak.

Yes I'm drinking.....Corona and pineapple rum shots.And I'm well on my way to speaking to the porcilen god.BTW what is a scorpian bowl? And Thanks again for the convo yesterday.

I often wondered why I made the effort, considering I was the one to break off the relationship in the first place.Why was I so stupid to think she would have changed?I had even told her before during one of our frequent arguments when we were together that people don't change unless they have a major life altering event.So why would I think things had changed after being apart for almost 6 months even though I talked to her almost daily.

Like I said,I've been expecting this to happen.I just kick myself for trying so hard when I should have listened to the voices in my head.If they would have talked to me when I was drunk then maybe I would have listend to them.But noooooo,THey could'nt speak when I might listen to reason.No,they had to wait till I was sober and could argue with them instead of listening to them.Well,maybe the voices will learn something from this.And that would be...If you want me to listen then talk to me when I'm drunk and can't argue.

How about Barry Mcguire's Eve of destruction.Seeing as how we're about to got to war again.Good protest song.Or how about sme Janis Joplin or Simon and Garfunkel. God I'm showing age here.I need to shut up.

Can somebody explain to me why women are like that?I know not all are like that,so if any ladies read this please don't take offense.This is just a drunken generalization.It is in no way meant to group all women in this category.

So,Seeing as how I'm getting 'faced right now.This will prob lead to a little pw'ing.I've got about 40 more to go befor I hit addict.

So,I celebration of my preparing for this and expecting something like this to happen.I'm getting shitfaced.Tonight I will pray to the porcelin god and his cohort the tidy bowl man.Has anybody jumped with a hangover and how did the jump(s) go?

Good feeling is'nt it?I've had my rig for about a month now and I still just sit and look at it thinking, wow it's really mine.I just got my jumpsuit in a coupla weeks ago and even though the colors are lighter than what I thought they would be I still love it.I'm they only one at the dz with a babyblue/black jumpsuit.

I am getting over it.I've been preparing myself for this for awhile and it's not completly unexpected.It's still a shock when you find out though.

I did'nt.I guess I offended too many people to be liked.

As some of you may remember from my posts awhile back about me trying to get back with my ex. Well,after almost 6months of talking to her almost daily.I find out tonight that I am the biggest JACKASS of all time.I talked to her earlier tonight and after a few minutes of conversation,she said for me to call her back later.So, I waited and called her when I said I would.Well,the phone rings 4 times before it's answered.Well, low and behold it was a guy that picked up the phone.I asked for her and of course the reply was "She's busy right now". So,of course the conclusion is,is that she's been leading me on the past few months and has been playing me for the FOOL that I am.I'm so freakin pissed right now.I helped her out when she needed it.I payed for her to go to school,payed to get her lights turned back on after she got layed off from work.Everything.I poured my heart out to her and all she did was grind it up under her heels.I did everything I could to make things up and get back together.Well,it does'nt look like that's happening.I'vr tried to prepare myself for this but it still hurts like hell to thing I've been played like this.My question is..Why could'nt she just tell me she was seeing somebody.Why did I have to be strung along like this?Why was I such a FOOL?So,now it's time to put this behind me and move along.I swear this has been such a bad week I'm scared to go jump tommorow for fear something will happen there.Oh,well.Anybody have any single female friends that are looking for a nice guy?I'm willing to travel for the right woman.I know nice guys finish last and this is my proof for this.

I'll tell him if I get to talk to him. And for the offensive.I'm just playing aroud with it now.

Yeah, but doesn't cardizem have to be refridgerated or thrown away after 30 days?

Do you have the leather bound hardback edition?

Warining!Warining! This may offend some since I'm so good at offending people!!!!!!!!!!! I just got this link from a friend of mine back east.Yes,as offensive as I may be I do have a few friends.Anyway, it's about a friend of ours that we used to work with.All those here that work ems,fire and police will uinderstand the dangers more so as we are the ones that have to worry about things like this.It's really messed up.I have'nt talked to the guy since he got this job.Thought about him from time to time.Just wondering how he made out and now I find this out.Man, the bad news just keeps pouring in. http://www.charlotte.com/mld/observer/news/5027965.htm

Warning...May be offensive to some!! I was born in the year of the rat.1972. Maybe that's why i'm so offensive to people seeing as how I'm a rat, even though the rat was the first of the 12 animals that arrived when Buddha called.