Michele

HH, I have to agree with those who've said it's functional and good the way it is. Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

LOL....yeah. Right.... That's it... Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Nope, too true. VonSanta wrote, in response to remembering names... No. But really, you should work on the name thing. I mean, it's wendy999.... It's refreshing to see such honesty in you, Santa... Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

ROFLMAOPIMP!!!!!!! Thanks, I needed that. Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

You just answered your own question... My SWAG? Something is going on in your world that is huge and terrifying - something that the lion represents. Either you will not be as frightened of it once you are in the middle of it, or you will learn how to deal with it slowly, and with other folks around. Of course, OTOH, you might be f&^*ed, too. Ciels- michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Mine just goes "plop". Although, as I still can't land too well, I generally appreciate the added cushions and bumpers. Thanks, Rosa. The hair just grows that way and I just dont bother going to a haircutter but twice a year to get the ends trimmed...but you wouldn't like to see how pale I am right now...pretty pasty and not healthy at all...but maybe soon that will change. Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Or, if they haven't changed it by then, the next general election. Which would mean no more elections. Which would mean, if there is no recall, Grey Davis until every polling place can get new electoral instrumentations...this could be a long time, the way he runs our state. yeah, the recall is legal. Rare, but legal...and very necessary.... It's just startling to people because we are putting our money where our mouths are, inasmuch as we aren't sitting around bitching and moaning, but doing something to correct the problem... Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Smile Count my blessings Laugh Pay it forward Hug Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

See? No problems!!! I knew you could do it, Brian...and thanks for being willing to do this for people. YOU RAWK!!! Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

As a "fat ass"...I would change the following ~have everything inside working right ~Lose about 30-40 lbs. ~get a skin transplant I used to want to be blond, willowy, blue eyed and have chiseled features. Oh, fine, I wanted to be Barbie. I've become fine with the fact that this irish descended person just isn't Barbie...and honestly, if I could only change one thing, it would be the first that's noted. Now, if you asked the question "what would you change about your personality, what would it be", I could write about 5 pages on that alone (hey, maybe that's why you DIDN'T ask that! LOL!!!!!) Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Happy birthday, cutie!! Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Been there, my friend. Being clinically depressed sucks waffle-tread boots, lemme tell you. But the proper diagnoses and treatment can really make a difference. (Note, I am not saying you are)... there are some tricks I use when I am getting really down...I would suggest that you give them a try for a few days, and see what happens. 1. The Blessing Book Every day, I write out in a journal at least 5 blessings I got today. Some days were so bad that my blessings were simply that I had enough toilet paper, rice for two more days, my cats loved me, the wind blew today, and no bills came in the mail. It doesn't matter how big the blessing is - there are at least five things every day that you can count as blessing. the point is to realize what blessings are in your life - no matter how small. When you are able to see the blessings, it helps when the bad times come around. It also slows you down enough to pay attention to what's around you, what you've created - even if it isn't what you want in your world...it creates an ability for appreciation which is one of the most special things around. 2. The Pay It Forward Journal Every day, do 5 things for others. That's all. Only 5 things. hold the door for someone; let the car beside you merge, even if it means you slow down. Reach the top shelf item at the market for someone. Call a friend to say hi. Anonymously buy a jump ticket for someone. Write a note to a friend, and send it snail mail. Buy $5 worth of canned goods/rice and take it to the local womens' shelter. Things like that. The point with this is simply to go outside yourself for a bit. I've never seen the movie "Pay It Forward"...it's just a concept I've been using for about 5-6 years now. It will make you feel good about yourself - even if it's just a little bit better, well, that's a good thing, right? Getting outside your own wants and needs allows you to get a breather from the shit going on in your head...and can sometimes create a perspective that is marginally different then the one you have. Try this out for a week, and then go back and read what you've written. See how many of the little things make a difference. Once you have found what makes you smile, what starts to lift you up, then pursue that with a vengeance...because you need to chase your happiness... The other suggestions I have are: ~Don't withdraw from things. If you find yourself isolating yourself, then make it a point to 'mingle" - even if it's going to the market. Chat with someone there, talk to the checkout person, flirt with a baby sitting in a cart. Something that demands you interact with the world. ~Don't listen to that voice which tells you how horrible you are, what a failure you are. When you find yourself listening to that voice a little too much, let the voices of people who you like reassure you. And if there is no-one to reassure you, reassure yourself. If your depression continues for some time, make an appointment with a counselor. get evaluated for depression, and find out the avenues therein. As someone who has been on and off meds for years, I have learned when it's time to go and get help... And also, know that I will always listen. Should you need an ear, you've got one. No issues. Deal? hugs, my friend... Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

My 'puter hates me No e-mail for a week now It sucks being me. She tried to fix it Cora worked so hard on it But it still won't work! I think I will find A high, open window and Throw it right on out. I'd watch it go splat Parts and pieces flying out And I would laugh loud. Then I'd cry because No posting or talking with My dotcom buddies. I can't win today So I will go hide and sleep Eat chocolate, too. Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Sorry you're confused. Let's see if I can clarify... "Patoot" can be used for either gender. It refers to bottom, tush, etc. Patoot is used when someone has worked their ass off, but the speaker doesn't want to say "ass". "Pipwhats" - refers exclusively to the female anatomy. This is a thing a lot of men don't know about. They should learn about it, though.... Of course, you're not into women (rather literally, LOL), so you're excused. LOL! Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Best of luck to you, Eric! ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

I have had neither Coke nor Pepsi since either '89 or '90. I had horrid withdrawals when I stopped, as well, but to this day I remember when, after about 6 months of not drinking one, I drank a 1/2 can of coke (or was it Pepsi??) and had a headache for 2 days. That was far worse than the withdrawals, let me tell you!! Haven't had one since. I do drink the ocasional soda, but it's the clear ones, or a good rootbeer or cream soda. And a rootbeer float will get me everytime! And yes, a good raspberry vodka is yummy!! Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Brian, you will do fine. You worked hard, busted your patoot. You studied long and hard. And you know this stuff cold. You're a smart man, and you will be just fine. Now, go to sleep. Trust yourself...and you will be totally fine. And VIBES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for you. I look forward to hearing the good news tomorrow!! Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Thanks, Feuerg. I try to not get "all het up", but sometimes, I just lose it.......and it's good to know that irrespective of agreeing on opinions, they come across as honest and fairly clear. Some of the longer ones get convoluted, though... LOL, yes, well...as a matter of fact, me too...but not the reading or writing part. I didn't bother reading them after a while. Chuck, I will venture to say that while I thought your opinion was well spoken, but I would also like to mention that I am NOT skilled enough to go about posting things in most forums...but I generally read everything there (well, except BASE and Wingsuit...). I find that, if I read enough, my questions are answered, and should there be a clarification I want, I will either post or pm...I will also post the occasional anecdotal experience, or note to a poster, but most often I just read and learn. Oftentimes, the thing I thought of to post was either already posted, or is contained in another post (the wonders of search!!!). Now, I am pretty sure you don't necessarily mean me when you said what you said, but I know the same goes for lots of people here. Just a thought... Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Be safe....and thanks! Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Ah, I see. It's all clear now. Besides. My world revolves all around me. ME, ME, ME!! I am, after all, a white american who was raised in the San Fernando Valley, publicly schooled, and had absolutely no exposure to other cultures, or, well, the complexities of the world....either here in the local 'hoods or abroad.... I mean, yeah, like, fer shure, man, gag me. I live in, like, the Valley, you know? I mean, like, Ventura Blvd and all that. Really! Fer shure! An I live in a really, like, huge house, with, you know, like a big white fence, and my cool dog named Dude. And, like, you know, I drive the coolest car. And if, like, Faaaaaaaaaaahther doesn't, really, like buy me everything I want, I mean, like, (giggle) I just cry or whatever. Then Faaaaaaaahther gives me a credit card, and I can buy all the latest fashions at, like, the mall or something. Like, I mean, like, it's about me. (there isn't a rolling eyes icon, so substitute that in, alrighty??) Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

I honestly can say that what you read here are a pretty decent reflection of my opinions. When I can, I back them up with links, independent data sources, and various other documentation (i.e. verification of quotes, contextual perspectives, and so forth.) I try to make my posts worth reading, but I also sometimes lose my temper, and sometimes those are not really worth reading. What bothers me is the vitriolic postings - from all sides. When it deteriorates into making fun of someone, or calling names (even when it's not consdiered a "personal" attack), or shrill, rhetorical ramblings (of which I can be seen as guilty), that's when I leave a thread. I often don't post in the first few dozen posts, as I am either waiting to see where it's going to go, or I am working on a post and backing it up with something other than base emotions. I am honest in my opinions, and according to at least one well-known .commer, I'm told I am very close in "real life" as I am on the boards. I think that's because I don't have the time or energy to be anything other than me...although Jessica thought I'd have a different sort of voice...LOL! Interesting discussion... Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Lots o' vibes to you, Deuce...and to Mujie too!!! I'm wearing a lavendar pj top and black stretchy pants. Soon, I will be in chinos and a blouse...'cause I can't go pick up Cora in my jammies, can I? Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

I am not going to get into a detailed itinerary for my travels, but I have never been to the Carribean, and have not partied 7 days in a row. I think that your equating that with my statement is incorrect, and nowhere have I given that impression. My position is clear; simply because one has travelled does not mean one is more educated. Nor does it mean they're not educated if they haven't travelled. As to "countrycentric", you demonstrate in your final statement that you are, as well. So why is it acceptable (winky face or not) for you to have a strong opinion about the best place to live, and I cannot? Just a thought.... Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

Nah, that was just a computer virus. What I think - reading between the lines - Chuteless is referring to is the Bible Code. While I don't know if I ascribe to it or not, it does indeed have some interesting things contained therein. And some as "future" predictions, as well as past confirmations. OTOH, some folks have found Princess Diana's death outlined in "Moby Dick", so I am not sure about the whole veracity thing. But then, that's what faith is about, right? Back to the discussion at hand... 9/11 is a day that opened our eyes. The alarm clock rang in 93, but we hit the snooze button. In the intervening years, the snooze alarm kept ringing, but we, wanting another 9 minutes of sleep, whacked it and rolled over, snuggling back into our bed, groaning against the day. Because we looked the other way; because we slept through the warnings; because we did not take measures to secure ourselves, we lost nearly 3000 people 2 years ago today. My prayers go to their souls, to their survivors, ro the surviving victims, and to the rest of us who've had to wake up into a world which is very different now than it was then. I will not forget. I have not hit snooze. Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~

8/10 What's really sad, however, is that I knew nothing of any of the programmers...as far as I know, I've never seen them. I knew the serial killers, however. Sigh. I wonder what that says about me? LOL... Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~