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monkycndo Fozz AllisonH Remster NWFlyer HeadLicker LouDiamond Unstable QuickDraw sdctlc Soulshine I'll be the manifest bitch again this year! See everyone soon. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Yes, I am happy. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

BSBD Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

You are not allowed to reside in NC. I just moved back, it is my state now, and I say NO. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Hey Walt... Can I entice you out of hiding? Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Ouch. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Well... ya know I gotta do Mama 'Shell proud. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Damn, you lost your pussy? That sucks. I hope you find the little fucker.

Well... whoopty fuckin do! Congrats man. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Praire love. BSBD. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Missed you, gooberneck. Hey you! I've been saving all my mucus and phlegm in a jar for you for when I come back for a visit! Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Hey... after the Canadian Invasion that just happened here I can now say "Eh" like a pro! Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Fuck... Guess I forgot how to speak Canuckian... Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Hi Michelle!!! Of course I will be there to keep my honorary spot as bastard child of Byranada! Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Ah, good point. Nevermind. Now, about that cabana boy.... can I just pick from one of the cute Europeans? Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

I always did like the way your mind works! Hey Betsy.... we need to talk.... Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Shit. I guess I've got my work cut out for me. And for Icon and Jen, Kismet is doing just great. She is officially the coolest dog ever! She helps me stay sane and she always thinks I rock... silly pup! Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Oops... guess I messed up on that one! But, in my defence, that wasn't in the job description. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Nope... it's really me. Just dropping by to say hello. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Hehehe... I'm not dead! Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Ya know, it's rare that I post here anymore. I couldn't resist when I saw this thread about Tom. He was indeed an incredible man. It's difficult to say anything about him without feeling trite and cheesy as hell. For those that knew Tom, knew what a tough old bastard he could be. He smoked like a freight train, was grouchy as hell sometimes, drank like a fish, and devoured Soduku books and read everything he could get his hands on. Damn, what an original soul. He lived more lives than most of us could hope to. The night that we celebrated him in the bar with lots of Busch in a can I couldn't help thinking of how god-awful that damn beer is. I hope Tom is drinking good beer now and chain-smoking without coughing. Best wishes to you, you tough old bird... wherever you are. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

Hehehe... so, is that why you were spanking Val in front of manifest today? Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

I suppose I can add myself to the list as a definite since the boogie is happening in my front yard. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

You guys are great, thanks for your support and encouragement. I don't know where I am going but I know where I've been and I plan on taking my time figuring out my next step so I don't end up back where I was. I can say that I am a damn lucky girl to have so many wonderful people in my life. Some are dz.commers and some shun this place like the plague. Either way, I have met and had the privaledge to learn from some incredible people along the way. For those that envy my position I only have one thing to say: don't. My life has a price, a steep one. Find your own voice and do not hesitate to use it. Find your own way and do not fear where it will lead you. Move to your own rhythm and do not be afraid of the dance. And most importantly, remember that life is beautiful and good, if you choose to see it that way. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~

I have recieved numerous emails, pm's, and text messages from you guys asking if I'm still alive and some of you have even let me know what a dirt-bag friend I am for sucking at keeping in touch. Rather than answer each message individually (I'm lazy and my internet access is limited) I thought I would just post a thread. I am alive and well and living in Eloy now. I took an extended road trip and had a fantastic time. I really enjoyed meeting some dz.commers along the way, too. Those that know me well will know what a hectic and stressful life I left behind in Carolina. In the interest of regaining my sanity I have decided to step back from the world for a bit and just live a simple life with my dog. I rarely answer my phone, I don't have a tv, and I am not going to get internet for a while. I need some time for myself and the desert is providing just that. I go hiking almost every evening once it begins to drop below 100 degrees and I am finding the solitude to be very welcome and wonderful, it's not something that I have had for quite some time. I read a lot and I am educating myself about the desert and its wildlife, the more I read and learn the more I fall in love with this place. Some friends are introducing me to rock climbing and I am looking forward to learning something new. So, if any of you are passing through Eloy come find me in the manifest office and I will buy you a beer and give you a smile and a hug. Life is good. Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity! ~DEVIOUS BEEF~~FGF #69~