freebird

ya never know what he lowest point is untill your dead*** True or until you are paralyzed or become sick with something awful.

What did you do like 12 of them? *** I did two AFPs after the three required tandems. I thought I did not do so great on my second AFP and I was not sure about anything. I knew I loved jumping. I did 10 tandems before I went back and finished the student program. ( not something I boast about much) Many of the tandems were because of the high wind. They would not let me go up( fear I would back up) (which I did one time). I wanted to jump so I was ok to do a tandem on days like that. Some were because I was not ready in my mind to jump alone or with my own gear.

Then what, they had to get you a midget rig or tie you to a rig or something. *** I jumped a 170 Sabre with a C-18 size Javelin container I believe and they tied my leg straps with a pull up cord.

An appropriate reaction from him would be small. *** we will see

They did not call.

Crying works too

I will feel better Sunday. I am happy with my jumps even though I only have 73. Im doing great under canopy.I have learned to do good half break turns and my landing was stellar last time I jumped.

Your right. Smetimes Im too impulsive. There is so much I need to change about myself . geezz

There is NO REASON your husband should get upset you with you over this. It was an accident. *** Oh he WILL BE UPSET I will have to suck it up and go jump Sunday.

I think there may be some jumps on there too Damm.

I might have consulted him BEFORE you bought a replacement. *** I was affraid. He shares his money with me and my name is not on the list of users for his credit card. Sometimes I can't use it because of this.Sometimes since he is my husband and we have the same last name and where people know me its fine. He does not let me keep it all of the time only for certain things a couple of times a month.

All I can say......... he is a dot commer and thats all I will ever say

LOL

You could remind him that you were prepared to give up a kidney for him Tiff...... Thats gotta go some ways to keeping him calm..*** You would think. He is very tight with money. He mentioned something about greman resturant tonight. I will tell him there. That way he can't yell. Because believe me he can yell. His eye clinic has an old vaccum that the staff hates I could remind him of that and say it would be great for the clinic. These are the problems we will keep having unless I work. I can work and go to school. Here I go changing the subject. Damm maybe I do have ADD. He just hired a little slut too. Last bitch he hired was hanging all over his balls. The staff tells it all I will tell him over dinner

I had to put a $167.00 vacumm cleaner on the ( his) credit card. I accidently threw away a componet that I thought could be replaced every 6 months. Truns out only part of what I threw away should have been thrown away and I had to buy another one (vaccum). We have a hairy cat and this $167. vaccum is the only one that works. Should I tell him before he gets the statement?

If I were single. Hummmmmmmmmm. A certain skydiver dude but that is and will always be top secret

I do know that when one hits rock bottom it can be a chance to see yourself for who you are. "finding yourself"

One may be looking to make a six figure income and live in a huge house driving a $100,000 BMW and yet at the same time another persons view of success *** Many people think that is the ultimate but it will not make one happy. You have to be happy with you. My lowest point is when I had my little baby girl taken away from me because I do not macth up to what her grandparents thought was ok. I was renting a room had to eat only peanut-butter sandwichs and milk. I remember my roommates had all of this yummy food and I wished I could afford that. I spent all of my money on jumping ( student jumps at the time $$$$) I had none left over for material things and as I was at my lowest point I became happier then I have ever been because skydiving brought out the best in me. Im lucky now I have a husband whom I hope will not leave me for someone that has money. Im still a student and he helps me with that for now. I know that the future ca never be a fixed plan. I do have something that makes me happy at least.

Im going to be missing or given divorce papers when my hubby gets the Dec. credit card bill.

telling my hubby how much I put on the credit card for jumps every month. math sitting still making a decision about my life trusting people

guess you'll find out when they call. If they call, that is. *** Even if they did one tandem I will talk them into going through the whole AFP program! I love to the way jumping changed my life and I love to share that with others. Yes I am a virgo, does it show??

Im not stalking actually. My kitchen window overlooks their car so its hard to miss. Its all good. You know us women always in the kitchen

Yes women are like that, I sound like my7 year old

I also meant that if they like to skydive and want to jump again beacuse they love it then cool. I just do not want the person to call if they did one tandem and hated it and never want to do it again, there is no reason to call if they feel that way. I understand though if they did a tandem and loved it but have to save $$$ before they can jump again.

Oh come on do tell. btw ....I left the note...... now if they call my cell they better be a student jumper or jumper. I said that in the note