well, I've been lurking quite a while, searching "anxiety" and "fear", and reading ALL the incident reports. I am not only female, but also fit into the older category. There are not too many jumpers my age/sex at the dz where I'm doing my AFF. Don't need to explain the total thrill of flying and adrenaline rush from landing, but in between jumps I get SO nervous! Twice I've arrived at the dz and just couldn't jump at all. Does age make us more cautious? I really want to do this!