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that was excellent.. rofl my waffles -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

lol skydivers LOVE their vanity plates.. i never really realized it untill the convention...90% of the cars had some kind of custom plate.. me..i dont want anything making my license plate more memorable then it is...just in case i get into some shit somewhere -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

--->home all weekend cuz im broke as fuck paying off my rig...catch 22... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

this is the cell he is talking about.. http://www.gizmodo.com/gadgets/smartphones/nokia-e62-details-revealed-158849.php -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

yay for bonnie! cant wait for that safire... spectre still here waiting... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

she is bad ass...cutest little italian accent..also happens to be jeffros woman.. they actually just used one of my tracks in her newest video.. we all had some good times out in eloy in feb... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

crazy..my whole company is closing down regardless...everyones leaving... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

more details as they are released...watching it on the news now... CRAZY -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

ive been in a bad mood for 2 years.. wish someone could remind me who i used to be.. -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

i mean dont get me wrong..i actually LOVED the freefall.. we could see the entire nyc skline..all of the jersey shore./..the moon reflecting off the ocean..even under canopy i enjoyed it.. but as soon as i turned onto final i realized that i really didnt see where the ground was exactly...i had good landings on both jumps...but just felt that i didnt have the flare control and precision that i feel comfortable with... after reading my first post i made it sound like i was scared to death...but i did enjoy myself untill final... just dont think i will be wanting to do anymore anytime in the next 1000 jumps... maybe after that ..if i see a point.. -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

did my first 2 night jumps last night... first one was a hop n pop from 6k second one was full alti.. i was NOT a big fan of them...will prolly never do them again... im not a huge fan of not knowing precisely when to flare... anyone else do any nightjumps recently? and how do you feel about them? -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

this thread didnt quite take off as i expected it would... premiere was good i liked it -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

i have so many issues..i have my own subscriptions.. -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

skydive jersey shore is home.. the ranch is my second home.. i alternate weekends between SDJS and the ranch... and sprinkle that with some SDLI but ill be at xkeys for the first time this season this weekend -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

i love lost..i just feel that they always give more questions then answers... but yeah i cant wait for tonights episode... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

i actually just sold my spectre cuz i was really really bored with it...it was my first canopy of my own.. ended up buying a brand new safire2... cant wait till it gets here i love that canopy.. good luck with yours tho im glad you love it so much... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

ive only ever really seen jeffro and roberta in the tunnel...and they were quite amazing... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

im a celeb to about 50,000 people.. good times 2 times www.myspace.com/teamalliance -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

awesome... love the interface...never saw anything like that so its new to me... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

me and 2 friends were doing a hi alti jump from 24k at the wffc this year... as we exited we looked down and saw nothing but clouds... as we were getting closer...we were turning some points...i look down and see a 3 way in the clouds below us and im pointing it out to my biddues...im thinking shit..were gonna hit this 3 way... turns out it was just us...with the cool rainbow effect.. once we punched thru them we just continued on with our points... 120 seconds of freefall was awesome...must do it again -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

if you learn how to use irc you will have unlimited free music... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

"ohhh hell noooo" -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

you know what really had me feeling like shit yesterday was the dream i had the night before...it was all about my ex girlfriend(the love of my life) and her new boyfrined and it just kinda got me remembering her and relaly missing her and the fact that ill most likley never see her ever again ( she lives in B.C. now and im in nyc) just kinda put me back in the mode and situation that i felt when we had just broken up a while back when i was with her i never jumped before..and when i lost her..the feelin really scared me inside..i started skydiving cuz i didnt care if i died.. and as i progressed thru aff...went to more DZ's...met LOTS of great people that i now consider very close friends...i realized that skydiving actually gave me a reason to live...and the whole deep depression that i was once in was gone...because i wasnt sitting in my house dwelling about where she was right now...i was out living my life with new friends and having a great fucking time in the process.... i didnt go to the DZ yesterday and i sat in my house alone...pretty much got me thinking about her again...and all the friends ive lost ( none to skydiving ) and i started feelng that oh so familiar feeling once again... i just felt like i needed to vent a little and maybe reach someone who once felt the same way about life...and it seems like i did by means of all the PM's ive received...thank you for those PM's everyone...they mean alot to me..and i will take in all the advice i was givin.. but the best advice i got was to stfu and go jump.. and thats todays plan...someone mentioned that maybe i shouldnt jump cuz i might not find a reason to pull...but that would never happen...when it all boils down..i dont want to die...i want to live..i just wish life could be a little easier to deal with sometimes... we all go thru stages in our lives when we arnt feeling up to par...its up to us and our friends to help get ourselves thru them...no matter which way it happens.. i slept it off and now im feeling energized...i cant wait to get out to the dz today and be around my friends...and have some good times... because thats really what life is all about...good times..and bad times..and little meaningless moments in between them... thanks for your support...i feel alot better..now im gonna go jump my ass off today to make up for yesterday... -agent -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

and then you look back at what you just wrote and wonder wtf you were thinking... i dont wanna die or kill myself i just want to find a easier way sometimes life gets the best of you... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead

the way my life has been going the past 2 years sometimes i think to myself id rather be dead then struggling to survive for the rest of my life... some days everything is fine and im a happy camper and other days i dont want to continue today happens to be the latter its funny when your young..your in such a rush to get old..when you start getting old..you wish you could be young again...you realize how fast time flies when you take a look back at life...your 20..you look how fast your childhood went..double that..your 40 raising your own kids..60 watching your grandkids..and dependin on life...life comes to an end...some sooner then others...but time waits for noone sometimes i feel like ive taken so many losses i dont even wanna go on..between financial debts..between women..deaths..how many people can say that theve lost someone they love every year for 7 years straight from all diff causes?best friends..family..broken hearts...every woman ive ever loved is gone... i feel like noone could ever understand what i go thru..and what i feel they say time heals all wounds...they gonna need a big ass band-aid for my scars... just felt like saying all of that...please excuse my depressed rant..its funny how i was feeling all of this and a good frined of mine called me today to tell me she wanted to talk to me about life and death... eerie how things work out...or dont... i will ride alone..and die alone..but time will be my witness.. sometimes i wish i could start all over again..and know everything i know now...imagine that... life is all about time... its about time... -------------------------------------------- www.facebook.com/agentlead