rhino

I know.. But a 5 year old shouldn't be getting tortured and abused like this.. It just isn't fair.. He didn't do anything to diserve this..

I have a crossfire2, 97.. loading 1.85+ It is AMAZING!! "talonski" Ask me anything you want to know.. I now have 100+ jumps on it. Rhino

Thanks for the hug I'm trying Lisa... OMG this is heartbreaking.. All I can do is give him space until he can talk.. God I hope Karma exists..

How do you get a mug shot in??

Been doing it for 2 years already... FOC doesn't care.....

The Antichrist just dropped my son off.. Usually he is happier than can be to see me. This time he wouldn't let go of his mother and wouldn't look me in the face?? What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can see in his eyes that something is wrong and I can't get it out of him. This is the most frustrating thing in the world!! To top that off he had 3 days of plaque on his teeth!! I asked him when the last time he brushed his teeth was and he didn't remember!!!!!!! My 5 year old didn't remember!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is insane!!!!!!!!! I asked him what he had for dinner.. 3 bowls of cereal Daddy.. This is a rant. I feel like crying, fighting, tearing someones head off, screaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !@#$%!#$^!$#^!^%!#^$!#$%$~@$# SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rob

The rack! The rack! The rack is on fire!! Get some Bytch!!!

My parents just got remarried after 3 years apart?? Go figure? lol

Those bears were pretty cool. Their is a tunnel that goes under the water where the pic was taken.. Pretty cool actually..

I am very blessed indeed.. Actually in 13 years he will be 18 :)

Where is it?? lol

Actually.. 9 of the 11 gulf war illnnisses were linked directly to the Anthrax vaccine.. Last I knew Iraq wasn't getting those vaccines..??

It was both the best and the worst.. The sheer terror at that moment that he was going to reject me after a year. "I am crying while writing this" I was so afraid that he was going to harbor some really bad feelings towards me. During that year I at least managed "thanks to a Texas judge" to maintain phone contact with him nightly. I can't imagine what horror and confusion must have fun through his mind on a daily basis while his mom was keeping him from me. The moment he hugged me I questioned everything I had done that last year. Should I have fought so hard to get custody in Texas? Should I have moved immediately after it happened? Should I this? Should I that? It was horrifying.. I almost had a breakdown right their. My little boy was holding me.. The first bear hug we had in a year and I felt like a failure in the worst way. "tears running down my face right now" I only hope that this doesn't permenently scar his little heart. How can a 3 1/2 - 4 year olf process all this comfusion and pain? Do they understand? I don't know.. I am just trying to reinforce the fact to him that I will NEVER go away. I will NEVER let anyone take him from me again.. I cherish my time with him very much.. After that first 1 hour "supervised" session was over. Daniel started saying Daddy one more minute Daddy, Just one more minute, Can I have another hug Daddy, can I have another french fry Daddy? It was heart breaking.. My little boy was begging me not to let him go again after not seeing me for a year.. "I am still crying" and all I could say is I love you son.. I will see you again next week.. The moment he left the room I started whaling.. I was crying uncontrollably.. That feeling of loss, failure, not "really" knowing if I would see him again.. The deep heart felt insecurity of loosing him that became so familar a year before creeping in.. Here we are a year later after that.. I now have joint custody and get him 1/4 of the month roughly. Everytime I drop him off I still have that fear inside. I never sleep the night he leaves.. I toss and turn and cry.. I miss my boy.. Rob

Quail.. At an Indian restaurant.. It is awesome!!

Thanks everyone.. Waking up this morning I looked at that picture again.. Getting me all emotional.. Thanks for all your support

It made us closer

Thanks :) He is a cutie

A sick person.. Here is a better pic.. It was in a 10 by 10 foot room with a sandbox, 85 degrees, and 2 men hating women taking notes. We had to put up with it for 4 months. It sucks... I will NEVER let anyone separate us again.. I see him weekly.. Rhino

More pics... From the zoo..

This is the first time my son and I saw each other in over a year.. After the antichrist took him from me.. "a year ago" He paused at the door looking at me and sprinted across the room jumping into my arms. He wouldn't let go for 5 minutes. It was the greatest feeling in the world. I immediately started to cry like a baby with him in my arms. Second pic, Daniel and I at the zoo.. "a month ago"

Again no comparison.. People strapping dynamite to their chests are terrorists.. Our intelligence came from the Afghanistans on the wedding deal.. And it was an accident not a cold blooded suicide mass murdering Most nations in the Middle East and Europe are completely against a US invasion of Iraq. Are only the US and Canada civilized? Personally, I would rather not deal with that. I would rather that we let the Middle East settle its own differences. Let them blow each other to bits. Al Quaeda did. Want a few more 9/11's? I don't. Wow. We can't tell Congress why we have to go to war . . . Well, I suppose Ashcroft doesn't have to tell anyone why he imprisons US citizens. And I suppose, one day soon, Bush will tell us that we can't know why the right to trial is suspended, or why he has to suspend elections for a little while. For the good of the country, of course. Secret stuff. Very hush-hush. American servicemen's lives in danger! If we can't articulate the reasons to attack Iraq - even to the upper levels of our goverment - we shouldn't be doing it. We are a democracy, not a secret dictatorship. If we decide we have to become one, then Hussein has won without firing a shot. *** We have a reason.. He trains and sponsors terrorism. Including the Al Queda and about 10 other terrorist groups. We should, we have to and we will bomb him out of that seat.. Rhino

Agreed.. Don't think it will ever happen though..

Green :)

I don't think Americans are walking onto busses with dynamite and nails strapped to themselves. No comparison. The "civilized" world so to speak knows we aren't being a bully. And if they don't like what we are doing they can swing their sticks.. Ours is a bigger stick and we will win.. It will allways be that way. Part of what makes America great is the freedom.. The freedom to kick whomevers ass that threatens the free world so to speak. "little sarcasm there" lol We learned.. He is out of hand and now "we" have to deal with him.. Sometimes you have to kill a few to save the many. That's life.. His Army will surely pay the price.. They don't really have a choice.. Die by the firing squad or die fighting for something half of them don't want to be doing in the first place. Most of them chose to die fighting I think. For the sake of US Intelligence Congress doesn't know what the President and his advisors know. So how can they make an educated decision. The white house can't tell congress everything.. American servicemen and woman would die by the swarms if the important intelligence the president is acting on gets out.. They know something "we" don't know. That is why we are acting.. That is why a Saudi prince is in the US.. Someone is waking up and smelling the coffee.. Their is going to be an ASSWHIPPING going on very soon.. Saddham's days are numbered. Rhino

Majority rules. Majority won the presidency..