Okay...here's that story...it may be lengthy, but I'd like some advice from a few experienced or pro jumpers...
I just turned 18, and since I've been like, three, I've had this urge to jump, suppose it was a movie I saw back then that got me atarted. Anyways, I got a job this summer at a local DZ as a packer, packing student, pro, and tandem gear, which I thought was totally awesome. In August, I got a 'teaser' I guess, when the head instructor at the school took me up on a tandem, two months before I turned 18. I went out the door with a smile on my face.
Obviously, two months have past and I can jump, but between August and now I did some research and have become older and less dumb. More specifically, I has developed a severe phobia of the thought or mention of a d-mal. Which I hear happen about twice a year. Unlikely, sure, but people win the lotto too, right? Are these thoughts, I suppose, normal, or have I had too much exposure too soon?
All responses are greatly appriciated!
Oh, and is it better to use a round or square reserve...I hear any bag can baglock?