Chute

I first off would like to thank all the prayers and vibes coming from everyone. weither they posted or not. Next off I would think it is time to let this thread die. I do not mean that as a sick joke either. I am dealing with things well enough right now with the love of my wife. I am now wishing to let everyone else on DZ.com to get on with chearfull threads and not keep having this one pop up and bring everyone down. Again....Thank you. I mean that from the bottom of my heart. If you wish to respond. Please PM me and not bump this to the top of the posts. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

still does not work. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

{{{{{{{{VIBES}}}}}}}}}}}} Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

Can't see this. But I did see the baloon jump vid. That must have been sweet. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

No her mother is a heartless bitch. That is ok. She will relize what she has done and regret her actions in time. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

I just got back this morning. The funeral was yesterday. It was a nice service. Her whole family was there and 6 of us from the military were paul barriers. It was very hard seeing her in the casket. It did not even look like her. I did say her whole family were there. I did forget to say her mother did a no show. I wanted to have words with her and tell her it is not what a person does that make the person. It is who she is that determines what she does. Don't love or hate what they do. Love or hate them and she was loved by everyone she worked with in the Navy. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

Don't worry chris. I didn't see anything wrong with this post. I threw everyone for a loop. I found her password and loged on her account to tell her friend what happened. I did not think that by doing that it would look like she was playing games or crying out for attention. This IS as sad as it gets. Your post did not offend me or strike a bad cord so to say. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

First of all. Thank you everyone. no matter how you felt about her or what she did. You all have your opinion. She was not offended by what anyone here said or felt. She loved starting sh!t. She was comfortable with her life and how she lived it. Didn't care what anyone felt. Except for her mother. She was scared for what lied ahead as she headed out of the military. I am trained in suicide prevention and what to look for. I did not see any signs. She was loving life. I do not know what was the last straw. Heck I can not even even see a first straw. You can say you see signs as you look back but I knew her and they were not signs. That was just her. Unless she had feeling deep down for many years that were brought out by the conversation she had with her mom. I do not know and I do not what to go back and try to find the what ifs. Please everyone. Please do not start to get on each other for what they might have said and how harsh it might have been. She had fun on this sight. If she got a bad post about her she would point it out to me or her BF/GFs. With a smile saying something like simple minded or their brain is a closed book. She started sh!t. She loved it. She did not hate anyone here. The last thing she would have wanted is for you all to bicker with each other over her. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

I helped her get a log on. When I was cleaning out her locker here at work. I found the piece of papaer she had her password on it. I loged on to see if any of her friends left her a PM. I was going to tell them first before I would have her Log on disabled. It was not her it was me. Why (NO MATTER WHAT) do people try to find fault or ask questions? Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

This post is not easy. This last Sat. My friend KAT69 took her own life. She got into trouble in the military. She was being kicked out and being sent home. We took her shopping Wed. Her spirits were high. She had a good christmas. On Christmas Day she talked to her mother. She told her at that time that why she was coming home for good. Her mother is very controlling. During the argument she told her mother she was BI. Her mother then said she is never welcome in her house again. Kathy, to what she stated in conversations I had with her. Always tried to live up to her expetations. I am not going to tell the story how she done it just that my friend is now gone. She fell in love with this sport even though she only did a tandem. She made lots of friends her on DZ.com. She talked about you all. All the time. She looked forward to getting on-line and getting on the forums. I will be taking my thoughts to her mother as I escort her back to her home. ******* For Kat ******* I love you and miss you very much. Your in gods hands now. I will think of you everytime I go to work and put on a rig. You were the thread that sewed our life together. Good bye. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

Alana. If you come out here to washington. You can get a head start on mad cow. Kind of like getting immune to it. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

Barophobia- Fear of gravity. Aviophobia or Aviatophobia- Fear of flying Basophobia or Basiphobia- Inability to stand. Fear of falling http://www.phobialist.com/ Sorry. I do not know how to do a clicky. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

I added the site to my favs. Gonna buy a t-shirt. site is kewl Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

Chute I was about to say the same thing!! I was hoping that was a chics ass.. because the tan line is that of a thong.. Scarey!! Yes!!!! I am not alone!! The profile tells me enough to keep asking questions. Are we talkin to RuPaul? Or is it a member of the Village People? Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

Hay baby....how youz doin? Hay everyone. There's a hottie in here. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

I am not sure who you are but. I hope that is your butt and I pray that you are a girl. If not then that is a scary tan line for a dude. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

there is a price for freedom. Right now the going rate is.....freedom. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

If they can do the job. They deserve the pay. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

Happy B-Day

I like. I just sent it to my wife Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

I grew up on Lake Erie. I never got into diving till I got out here in Washington State. I have heard lots of good things about diving the Great Lakes. Tell me what and where you go and how it was. I might make a trip up there. Bring the new family to visit my old family and sneek away for some diving. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

You came to the right place for your addiction!

You see now you can get a good job with college under your belt and use the money twords jumping............and beer. Welcome to the forums Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

MS no longer does support for 98 and earlier. But only way to get a free copy is to find someone that is on to BETTER things. I.E. XP. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2

Well if they get naked and rub choc ready whip over their man-berries. Then let the girls take turns licking me (oops). Damn it. I hate dream typing. Like I said earlier. if you treat them like ladies not sexual playthings (ok not all want that) they will not feel over whelmed. There is a reason they go to the bathroom in pairs. To get away from us and not force they other girl to have to stay. Bottomless Beers and Blue Skies! * Brother_Brian * D.S.W.F.S.B. #2