Girlfalldown

That's weird. Do all guys use condoms when they're killing kittens? -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

We all appreciate that -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

HA! That was good. -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

Well now we know what most of you do after sex. So what do you do before sex? Close the car door? Wake up? Beg? Drive to the tenderloin? -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

I'll be there. I'll be the one shaking uncontrollably.

I appreciate everyones reply to my rant and I just wanted to clear something up. I in no way plan on making 360s my goal here. Alana and I had opened high to dogfight. Everyone else had already landed and I pretty much had the sky to myself except for Alana and I knew where she was. I was higher than I needed to be when I started it and I knew that too. No worries on seeing me continue to try those. I'm happy with 90s and 180s right now. As for what my post was really about I'm just going to shut up for a while. -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

Not to discount the rest of what you said but are you sure about this? -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

Yes I know that death happens especially in our sport. I'm not trying to say I never realized throwing your body out of an airplane at 14k was so dangerous... It's a given. I guess I just never realized how much I'd care about the people I've met and jumped with. I also never realized it would effect me this way. Sorry.. just felt like ranting because I'm so unsure of my own path right now.

I've been obsessing over the amount of deaths we've had in the last week. I can't stop reading incidents and wondering how many are out there that we don't know about. I'm seeing friends hurt from losing friends and I'm wondering if it's been like this the whole time or if this is something new. Has it been this bad before? I've only been in this sport 2 years 9 months and can't remember ever seeing this many people go in in such a short time period. I can't stop thinking about it and it's eating at my brain. What is causing this? I just did my first 360 yesterday and it felt really good but now I'm wondering if it really did feel good or if I was just proud of myself. Should I stop this obsession I have with front risers? Am I being stupid here? I remember when I hated flying my canopy and just wanted to get to the ground safely. Now I just want to get under my canopy so I can play but I bet that's similar to the thinking of all these people that have smacked the ground recently... I don't really expect an answer or anything I just wanted to know if anyone else is going through this emotional turmoil over why skydiving is so damned important. Don't get me wrong. It's still all I think about. I'm just wondering what it's all for and doubting myself.

Pretty much all relationships suck eventually. I know there are some exceptions but I guarantee in a few years, when they break up, they too will admit how much it really sucked. P.S. Try doing a search on dating a whuffo or dating a non-skydiver. You'll find loads of discussion on this. -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

SEX DWARF!!! I love that song but haven't heard it in years! That brought back some SoCal memories!! -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

Oh the things I could teach you to do with chopsticks! (Silently barfs in background...) Whoo hooo! I made someone barf! My work here is done. Goodnight. -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

Oh the things I could teach you to do with chopsticks! -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

Am I the only one that immediately thought "Three way!"? -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

I don't even know what to say right now. I have a vision of Meeker playing with "The Dude" just a month or two ago and looking like a puppy herself. She'll be missed terribly -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

"It must be the good stuff! It turns blue when it gets wet!" Must rent that again... -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

Ah Wingi you are such a sweetheart for getting me a bottle of wine! I think Sunshine said she was going to send it to me. I'll be sure and DD you when I open it.

EEK! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to dis anyone. I have alcohol induced ADD.....Ask Chasingblueskies and Wingnut.... I wanted to talk to more people but I'm just so damn shy forgive me? -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

Oh great... so now I lost 3 bottles of wine Bonnie I think the comment was something like "damn woman you got some nice tatas! I can't believe you breastfed!" Or something like that and I was NOT kidding! I'll be out this weekend to celebrate your birthday!! By they way did you know you slept with your hand on my ass all night? -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

genoyamamoto girlfalldown hookitt mcneill79 Skybytch and he who will not be named (unless he wants to) vdschoor -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

I don't wanna know. Anyhoo, it was men's undies. If they had a big road burn in them they're Jakes... -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

Hence my break from alcohol.... I'm with ya sistah! I hope you find your helmet. Be a shame to lose something so cool! -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

Hey was it a rainbow thong with a little whistle and a small paddle attached? Cause if it is then it's mine! -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

haha, i remember you asking me if i had seen that the last night. She had me and Wingnut walking around looking at the dark ground for a while trying to find it. I looked up and realized the bonfire was looking at this group of people wandering around in the dark looking at the ground. Bah! Thanks for looking guys. That was really sweet of you. It was my fault for not just handing it to you! Let's see... stay there and drink... go for a ride on some hotties ATV..... I think I made the right choice. I'm still swooning. -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)

HAHAHAHAHAA!!!!! Yay! Thanks for the laugh! That was damn funny! Must party with you next time.... Hey we partied one night! Don't you remember? We were with a group of boys that were...oh maybe I shouldn't post this here -------------- (Do not, I repeat DO NOT, take my posts seriously.)