I started skydiving about 2 months ago. 
 I went through my AFF in 8 jumps and never was scared. 
 After my 8th jump someone at our dropzone had an accident an passed away. 
 I kept jumping and then on my 13th jump i had a reserver. 
 I've done 3 jumps since then (16 now) but my last 3 jumps i was a lot more uncertain and scared then before .. 
 I hope this will go away as i make more jumps.