Skygal,  Boy, do we have a lot in common! I too, began jumping and had a few dates w/ my jump master.  We did have sex. We figured out on the fourth date it really wasn't working (distance, etc.). I felt ashamed and worried it would affect my performance, and did not continue to jump there. I really regret that decision because I had formed friendships w/ the others there. Also, the dz I transferred to is not the same as far as the commitment to students and I don't like it as well. I wish now that I would have sucked it up, been cool about it all, and continued to jump at my chosen dz. But, I now have my B license and I'm jumping--so I guess that's all that REALLY matters!  right???  Good luck!!!  Kalake