Thanks.
I talked to my dad. I hadn't told him I was going. Surprise, surprise, he apparently used to jump a lot and stopped right after I was born. (Apparently my mother was NOT okay with it!) He said he didn't get any thrill from his first tandem, either, and really only got a rush from when he started going on his own and knew he didn't have an expert there to save his life. (Of course, he said it was very different back then anyways; I guess skydivers had to walk uphill in the snow both ways too ;) )
The sensory overload makes a lot of sense, too. I was trying to take everything in, and it may have been too much.
Like I said, it was beautiful and I enjoyed that aspect very much. (Though maybe not so much at the tandem per jump rates for any frequency for just the view.)
I will be giving a thought to whether to try another tandem or to go to class and do the AFF.
I just hear so many incredible things and want to feel that too!
Haha on the skydive forum thing - TRUE, I suppose I know I want to give it a try again, and just was hoping people would have some suggestions or ideas! I was really feeling like I did something wrong after talking to others who have gone, before talking to my dad.