Well, I know that I am able to jump safely, and my concern is that my lack of motivation may have lead to a complacency which anyone of us knows is the most dangerous thing to be in skydiving.
I have been doing some 6 ways and got my feet wet with wingsuits but its the same feeling as I mentioned earlier.
Maybe a better way to describe the "feeling" is that its the same one I had about my career at one point, but that was after 18 years on the job, and yes, changing to a different job title with different duties helped a great deal there, it has not seemed to help with jumping.
I should add that in 3 years, there were about 4 months that I was away from skydiving because of an injury(non skydiving related), came back from that , really enjoyed getting in the air again and having a kickass time