Hey all - at the end of this summer/beginning of Fall, I started my AFF, but due to travel for work and climate changes, I didn't progress beyond my third AFF jump (2 instructors, release). I love the sport and at that time, I had the skydiving itch like no other, but with time my natural pensiveness resurfaced. When I think about embarking on the remainder of my AFF jumps, I no longer feel that immediate wooosh of adrenaline, but rather, I think more upon malfunctions and my failure to immediately call to mind the best means to deal with particular malfunctions. I know that my AFF instructors will refresh my memory and go over any groundwork that both they and I deem necessary, but I still feel a bit weary. Has anyone or did anyone ever experience a feeling similar to this? When I first jumped out of a plane, I immediately knew that this was a sport that I could not only see myself doing more often, but a sport I could see myself falling in love with. I would hate it if a temporary bout of "fear" prevented me from ever regaining that initial (and seemingly unmatchable)high. I mention this now b/c I'm heading down to Lake Wales in 10 days with several skydivers and would like to finish my AFF program while there. Does anyone have any suggestions for rebuilding my confidence? Also, if you have any skydiving video or book recommendations, I would much appreciate them!
Thanks!
Leeanne