Am I alone on this one. I 'am slowly getting through my AFF am on level 8, but it has taken me 15 jumps so far, I seem to loose it on the few seconds leaving the plane. My 15 jumps have been taken at 4 different DZ's, and I will be on my 5th to finish my aff I hope. At the third DZ this wanker the SFO said anyone can skydive all I've got to do is arch and remember to pull, he also asked what job I did, he really got on my tit, and did'nt make me feel easy. Like it was my problem and I've got to sort it. I know it's down to me. But I felt like chucking the hole thing in, he really zapped my confidence.The next DZ a lady instructor looked at my videos and saw the problem straight away and what to do to put it right, I did a one on one with her, more money. And almost got it, I felt I almost got, but she really helped me. I travel so had to move on, I'm near another drop zone and will be here for ayear I only hope someone takes me under there wing, as we were'nt all born with balls of steel.
