Pablito 0 #1 October 29, 2002 Man In days like today I wish uethe weather was clear and have had made 5 or 6 jumps. I guess I'm just a little melancolic, because i haven't jumped in about 2 weeks and i'm listening to Sade and drinking wine. I'm just writing because i need to express something, what I don't know but well Life goes on and the learning process of dealing with it is the hardest thing that I ever came accross. I love my life but at moments like this i whish things were diferent for just a little bit. Just a couple of thoughts. and a little bit of self pitty to myself. I think is not bad. Well Enjoy. Pablito "If you don't overcome your fears they will overcome you first" Shady Monkey/6Segundos Rodriguez/AKA Pablito Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kris 0 #2 October 29, 2002 Pablo, You're one of the wildest hombre's I know. Sorry to hear about the weather blues. I only got in a few the weekend before last because of it and I wasn't able to jump the past weekend because I was sick. Look at it this way, when you get to jump next weekend, you'll just be that much more appreciative.But dude, put away the Sade or we'll have to revoke your testosterone card. I recommend some Tori Amos, Morrissey, The Cure, or if you're feeling really down, put them all in at once. I'll be seeing you & Dave again within a couple of weeks, I've got a trip to your DZ planned. Then we'll show those Texan's what a couple of crazy Latino's can do.Blues, Kris Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Michele 1 #3 October 29, 2002 Quote put away the Sade or we'll have to revoke your testosterone card. No, no, no, Kris....Sade is great for when you're in those "I don't quite know what's wrong but something definitely is" moods. Sometimes, a glass of wine in the evening, mellow music and some listening quietly to yourself is the best help there is. The one thing I count on when I get there (and past there into full out depression) is that I suspect it will pass. I am not always sure it will, but I suspect it will. Like a big wheel, it will turn again. Unless this time I got squashed under that wheel.... hmmmmmm. I'm not being very helpful. I need a glass of wine. Or perhaps some whine would be good.... There must be something in the air tonight...another friend of mine used the phrase melancholy to describe themselves tonight, too... Michele Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SudsyFist 0 #4 October 29, 2002 Quote No, no, no, Kris....Sade is great for when you're in those "I don't quite know what's wrong but something definitely is" moods. no, no, no, michele... sade is great only for when you're in those "i don't quite know you, but damn girl, tha's some pimp ass slow jams we grindin' to, fo' real!" moods. steve Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Michele 1 #5 October 29, 2002 Steve, could be, but it's been soooo long, I can't quite recall.....Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
moodyskydiver 0 #6 October 29, 2002 Its ok Pablo. There are several people feeling the same way you are. I havent been able to make it back to Aggieland b/c of my stupid knee and the weather. Now I have all kinds of other depressing stuff and drama going on in my life to top things off. I'm just kinda sitting here in a daze listening to Staind. I hope to make it down for a jump this weekend. Take care, my friend. "...just an earthbound misfit, I." Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
newshooter12 0 #7 October 29, 2002 Ok, maybe one to many Metaphysics classes to fill up my requirements, but it helps turn the pessimism into optimism. matt P.S. As for the wine... you're helping me celebrate. Monday is a friday in my work week. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
wingnut 0 #8 October 29, 2002 just some lyrics from my second favorite band.. O.A.R. ( of a revolution) www.ofarevolution.com sorry had to pug em..you can listen to all thier music online at very good quality..this song is from thier "risen" cd. Delicate Few - Amazing how we all want this life a little more everyday. It's crazy how we pick ourselves up just to let us down anyway. The one thing that you're missing is loungin' on the log right next to you. So pick up that precious something and relax for a delicate few. Amazing how we all want this life a little more everyday. It's crazy how we pick ourselves up just to let us down anyway. The one thing that you're missing is loungin' on the log right next to you. So pick up that precious something and relax for a delicate few. It's crazy how we all need this time a little more every way. It's wild how we stay up night's losing part of the day. The one time that you're loathing is there for you oh so well. So pick up that precious someone relax for a delicate spell. Risin up early the sun barely before me I could have sworn I just went to bed. I smell the blizzard in the air, Winter's bitter love affair. I grab my coat, my hat, my jacks…I put my hat on my head and I was off again she said, Risin up early the sun barely before me, I could have sworn I just laid my head to bed about an hour ago Blizzard in the air, Winter's bitter love affair, I grab my coat again, hat on my head, lit my jack and I was off again she said, Risin up early that sun rose barely before me, I could have sworn I just laid my head to bed. I've got to, but it was so cold, I've got trouble keeping hold of my lady sleeping next to me. But I swear today, I'm going to go off in a delicate way and Ill have so much fun I swear. No matter what goes wrong, Ill be moving on, I promise you, jack in my mouth, hat on my head, and I was off again she said. Relax for a delicate few Just me and you I swear to you true, I do Relax for a delicate few Copyright Old Man Time Music, Inc. ______________________________________ "i have no reader's digest version" Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mouth 0 #9 October 29, 2002 I agree that there must have been something in the air yesterday as I too was down. Today is just peeping over the horizon as I type this so I am watching it's birth and have a feeling that today is going to be a great day. Look up and smile even if the sun is hidden by clouds because you know it is there. Hugs to all. . -- Hot Mama At least you know where you stand even if it is in a pile of shit. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
flyhi 24 #10 October 29, 2002 Got to go with Kris on this one, put down the wine and step away from the Sade. Note the split, Michelle and Moody both said it was okay to do that stuff and Kris and Sudsy said it wasn't, unless you were using it to try and score. Monday night in Texas? Even if you hate it, there has got to be a bar with beer and Monday Night Football. Needs some attention? Cheer for the other team. There's always another team. What gives Sade the right to pronounce her name like that anyway? There is no "r" in Sade. We don't say the Marquis de "Sharday". David "Shparday" Spade. It's just not right, dude. Mahalo.Shit happens. And it usually happens because of physics. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
skygal3 0 #11 October 29, 2002 Quote P.S. As for the wine... you're helping me celebrate. Monday is a friday in my work week. Thank you, Matt...Transcendental...I guess that is where I am right now. . It does help, though, hearing on this board that I am not the only one...holding it in seems to make me feel alone with this, makes me doubt myself... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
AggieDave 6 #12 October 29, 2002 But, atleast this weekend looks good, I was trying to talk Todd into flying a few loads today or tomorrow if the weather is good (its supposed to be). We'll see...--"When I die, may I be surrounded by scattered chrome and burning gasoline." Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
airann 1 #13 October 29, 2002 Pablo- Cut that shyt OUT man! You are making me feel worse. I totally miss you now that you are at the other DZ. I dont get hugs, I dont see your big smile faceThe whole thing is just trauma, trauma, drama, trauma. See you SOON, Babe. By the way, since its been raining so long here in Tx, almost everyone is feeling altitude deprived. ~AirAnn~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Pablito 0 #14 October 29, 2002 Thank you guys for all the support. to all of you. Sade is great then I followed with everything but the Girl and at the end with waldec (I don't remember how to spell it now). It was good. I got to rearrange things in my emotions. There is a big difference in being depressed and being melancolic. I enjoy melancony when i'm in it, because i'm in nice stage of mind, I'm aware of what is going on. I hate when I'm depress. because it just plain and I loose my awareness and I start to get more confussed and it leads to problems. Thank you again all the posts were helpfull Pablito PS there are blue skyz today "If you don't overcome your fears they will overcome you first" Shady Monkey/6Segundos Rodriguez/AKA Pablito Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
AggieDave 6 #15 October 29, 2002 You, Todd and me for jumps this afternoon? See if he'll do that, get Jim to come fly? I'm game, if yall are.--"When I die, may I be surrounded by scattered chrome and burning gasoline." Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
brits17 0 #16 October 29, 2002 oh pabs, i understand, really i do. i'm in that sorta mood a lot lately. i think you still know my #, give me a call sometime. adios! _______________________ aerialkinetics.com Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
