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phatcat

Why can't I make decisions?

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Sorry for the book, if ya don't like long whiney posts, please hit the back button and move on...

Chapter 1

I was going to be a pilot. I got my private license and eventually headed off to Spartan in Oklahoma, a pretty well known flight school. I quit the day I was supposed to start. Long story but basically it wasn't right for me at the time, but I didn't realize it until the last minute. No regrets. It was shortly after I came back home that I got the crazy assed idea to jump out of a plane. If I had stayed in OK, that probably would never have happened (unthinkable!)

Chapter 2

I moved out of my parents house and got a "temporary" job while I figured out what to do with my life. I figured I'd get into computers - networking or programming or something like that. I almost started school, but in the end it never happened. While looking at various school catalogs I came across an EMT course at this tech college. For some reason, it sparked an interest.

Chapter 3

That was over two years ago, and in the time since, I've done a lot of research in the EMS field, and that led to the firefighting and law enforcement fields as well. I guess it was different from all of the "normal" 9-5er computer jobs I had been looking at. Not much money usually, but, I think for me personally, MUCH greater job satisfaction. After much debating the question of which public service field to pursue - cop, firefighter, or paramedic, I chose paramedic. Lots of reasons but I won't bore you more than I already have.

Chapter 4

I basically became obsessed with the whole Emergency Medical Service thing. It was this whole new thing that I had never considered, and I thought it was cool as hell. It's a thing most people only see in movies or on TV, or maybe get a real life glimpse as they pass an accident on the road. It had the same fascination factor as skydiving did to me - I thought "I gotta do that!" Don't get me wrong, I am well aware that it isn't anything like the movies and it's more often boring than not, but I still think it's better than being locked up in a cube farm. I decided "for sure" that I wanted to be a paramedic.

Chapter 5

You all know the quote that ends "... and there you will long to return." Once you're bitten and infected by the flying bug, it's incurable. I still want to fly. I didn't think I did, and I kept telling myself it wasn't for me. Why? Beats the hell out of me. I wanted to be a paramedic, and if I could afford it, I'd fly for fun. Flying For a career? No, not interested. Yeah, right, who am I kidding? I LOVED flying.

Chapter 6

So here I am, sitting my computer alone on a Saturday night, drinking beer, listening to tunes, and contemplating life. I'm 25, not old, but old enough that I should have had this shit figured out by now.

PILOT - A passion.

- or -

PARAMEDIC - A new experience.

I don't think I can realistically do both. But choosing either one leaves me wondering "what if?" That fact that I'm posting this on a skydiving forum to a bunch of people I don't even know should tell how desperate I am.


How do people go about choosing?

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PILOT - A passion.

- or -

PARAMEDIC - A new experience.



Dude...there are pilots that work for emergency services and like...you could be a pilot that fights fires, or a helicopter pilot that responds to EMTs or you could be a medi-vac transport type pilot that ferries patients from here to there for operations and stuff....You have a very high-class problem there! Pretty neat! B|
So I try and I scream and I beg and I sigh
Just to prove I'm alive, and it's alright
'Cause tonight there's a way I'll make light of my treacherous life
Make light!

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Sounds like really severe attention deficit disorder!

I have a college degree and a "career" in my field and I still dunno what I want to do when I grow up.

Just pick something, piloting or paramedicking or whatever. It's not a life sentence. If you don't like it or feel a call from another direction, go do that instead later.
Skydiving is for cool people only

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Gawain - I've considered that, but all of it still falls into the "pilot" category - meaning not actively using skills to work patients. I'd sit there in the cockpit looking out thinking "I wish I could do that".

Jessica -

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Sounds like really severe attention deficit disorder!



You have no idea!

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paramedicking



Sorry, that was funny :D

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Hey, Phat

Here's what I do about decisions:

Whatever I can do now, I do...and whatever I can't do later, I do now.

In other words, if I had to choose between paramedic and pilot, I would do the one which is far more physically challenging now, while I'm young, and save the other for later. I would be a paramedic now, and when I'm not working, go for a pilot's license. Work my way up the pilot's ladder (I think there are several licenses you'd need before even being considered as a life-flight guy, etc.) while earning a living and contributing to others' lives as a paramedic. Then, when I'd burned out on the paramedic thing (which happens a lot, from what I hear), I'd have another love/career all ready to go, and make a choice then from an embarrassment of riches: I can still be a paramedic, or I can take the new job of pilot.

Also, there are some places which will pay for your pilot's training if you're their fireman/emt, if I am not greatly mistaken.

Dunno, just my .02, and if you look at my life, I don't have the best history of decision making...but hindsight being 20/20...

Ciels-
Michele


~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek
While our hearts lie bleeding?~

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I too learned to fly, successfully getting my Private Pilot SEL in 1998. I quickly got non-current because of lack of time, money, and airplanes at our small airport. I LOVE flying, and I am rather good at it. I have no desire to fly for a living either, especially as a jump pilot.

When I retire from the Army and settle into a new career and home, I plan to dust off my pilot's logbook and start flying again. One day I would love to own my own airplane.

My advice is that if you are that passionate about flying, there is a way for you to have what you want. Keep looking, and don't give it up!
Arrive Safely

John

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