pds 0 #1 January 10, 2003 Some days it ain’t much fun being a survivor when your friends seem to pass you by one by one. Some days I think I would rather read it in the paper than to hold on to a hand that is soon to be gone. I remember the little things that made your light shine brighter and all the things that I should have told you when you were here. When you went away it left me hanging and I still wake up thinking you are here. I know this won’t be the last one and they say to me that it will heal in time but I know, deep within my soul, that I would do anything to give you one more day. I’m alright, I just don’t like the way this road turned but I gotta keep on keeping on. Whenever I think about you now and the life we shared I find myself smiling through the tears. Every time I step out into the sky, I am flying for two.namaste, motherfucker. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
hooked 0 #2 January 10, 2003 (((((Hugs))))) It can't be easy. J -------------------------------------- Sometimes we're just being Humans.....But we're always Human Beings. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
skybytch 273 #3 January 10, 2003 That's beautiful. Keep those memories alive, Sky. My absent friends fly with me on every skydive. I miss you Al, Kevin, Harley, Bob, Vic, Shannon... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
freeflyz 0 #4 January 10, 2003 When i find myself fading.I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
wildblue 7 #5 January 10, 2003 Cool. Memories are all we have when someone we love leaves us. Well, that, and if they were a rich relative maybe a couple million dollars... but normally... we just have memories. Don't live in them, but hang onto them.it's like incest - you're substituting convenience for quality Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ladyskydiver 0 #6 January 10, 2003 ***Hugs***Life is short! Break the rules! Forgive quickly! Kiss slowly! Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably. And never regret anything that made you smile. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sunshine 2 #7 January 10, 2003 ___________________________________________ meow I get a Mike hug! I get a Mike hug! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bbb2003 0 #8 January 10, 2003 I don't know you, but here;s some hugs to brighten your day a tad. >>>>>> Keep your head up and smile!! -Things that make you go hmmm Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pds 0 #9 January 10, 2003 for a second, i found myself wondering why i posted. just for a second. sometimes it is hard to say i need help. thanks guys. it might be my imagination, but i swear i can hear otters. i guess i better head down to eloy to double check.namaste, motherfucker. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sunshine 2 #10 January 10, 2003 Quotesometimes it is hard to say i need help. Some people view saying you need help as a sign of weakness. I beleive it takes incredible strength to admit when you need help. Now go to Eloy and fly free!! ___________________________________________ meow I get a Mike hug! I get a Mike hug! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
CanuckInUSA 0 #11 January 10, 2003 You been through a lot and done a lot these last few months, and hat goes off to you for trying to find whatever strength you can find each and every day. Try not to worry about the things you have no control over Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pds 0 #12 January 10, 2003 before i go, words from a man much more eloquent than I. Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners Parading in a wake of sad relations As their shoes fill up with water And maybe I'm too young To keep good love from going wrong But tonight, you're on my mind so You'll never know I'm broken down and hungry for your love With no way to feed it Where are you tonight? Child you know how much I need it. Too young to hold on And too old to just break free and run Sometimes a man gets carried away, When he feels like he should be having his fun And much too blind to see the damage he's done Sometimes a man must awake to find that, really, He has no-one... So I'll wait for you...And I'll burn Oh will I ever see your sweet return? Oh, will I ever learn? Oh, oh, oh, lover, you should've come over 'Cause it's not too late. Lonely is the room, the bed is made The open window lets the rain in Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him My body turns and yearns for a sleep That won't ever come It's never over, My kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder It's never over, all my riches for her smiles When I slept so soft against her... It's never over, All my blood for the sweetness of her laughter It's never over, she's the tear That hangs inside my soul forever Maybe I'm just too young To keep good love from going wrong Oh.......Oh..Oh........Lover you should've come over... I feel too young to hold on I'm much too hold to break free and run Too deef, dumb and blind To see the damage I've done Sweeeeet looover, you should've come over Oh, love I'm waiting for you Lover, you should've come over Cause it's not too late. -- Jeff Buckleynamaste, motherfucker. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ladyskydiver 0 #13 January 10, 2003 Thank you for sharing this. My best to you.Life is short! Break the rules! Forgive quickly! Kiss slowly! Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably. And never regret anything that made you smile. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Pablito 0 #14 January 10, 2003 Excellent. Good words. Cielos Azules PAblito PS Hugs from me to "If you don't overcome your fears they will overcome you first" Shady Monkey/6Segundos Rodriguez/AKA Pablito Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites