KawiZX900 0 #1 January 30, 2004 into a lot of doors you have no business getting in. Damn near losing it all, and by that I mean a future. (you have no idea how close) Your old man wanting to bash your skull in ( for the second time) Tough Love. close enough to almost call it real. wound up tight as fuck with no release. afraid. very afraid. a sick twisted comical sense of humor about it all. did I mention scared shitless. wanting to be a fucking monster and knocking down any mother fucker that gets in your way. rolling with a team that feels the same way. "what would you do to keep your fragile seat at number 1???!!!" I can't tell you people how badly I need this job opportunity that might or might not be there for me right now. All I can say is "make it happen" (to myself) you know how many times I've been told I ain't shit? enough to know that if you want something done right..... you know the rest of the lyric....... I can't fucking settle and am going to be start shooting soon. if I don't get this job anybody want a Sony DSR PD150 Macintosh G4 Quicksilver with 2 gigs of memory, two hard drives and mad programs 2 21" Samsung flat panel monitors and a stereo system for free? I'm ready to either rock and roll or say fuck it and throw in my cards and be homeless again, or a number of equally fucked up down on your chips possible scenarios..... Shit. think I give a fuck?! Accelerate hard to get them looking, then slam on the fronts and rollright beside the car, hanging the back wheel at eye level for a few seconds. Guaranteed reaction- Dave Sonsky Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
PhillyKev 0 #2 January 30, 2004 been there...just keep going....don't sweat the stuff that doesn't really matter....happiness and satisfaction are a matter of perspective....don't let others expectations or what others do dictate what you should view as success. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
KawiZX900 0 #3 January 30, 2004 you just brought my redline down a fucking notch. Thanks. Accelerate hard to get them looking, then slam on the fronts and rollright beside the car, hanging the back wheel at eye level for a few seconds. Guaranteed reaction- Dave Sonsky Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
bbarnhouse 0 #4 January 30, 2004 A friend of mine has said to me: "Its all small stuff...if they can't kill you and eat you, its all good!" I try to remember that everyday. Keep chugging along. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
KawiZX900 0 #5 January 30, 2004 o.k. now I'm smiling NOT FAIR!!! Thanks Betsy B! Accelerate hard to get them looking, then slam on the fronts and rollright beside the car, hanging the back wheel at eye level for a few seconds. Guaranteed reaction- Dave Sonsky Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Cajones 0 #6 January 30, 2004 And don't forget you have karma on your side. I see you giving. It does come back. Been there - Am there - Feeling the love, as I write this. Keep the faith, Brother. - Cajones The laws of physics are strictly enforced. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
freeryde13 0 #7 January 30, 2004 keep the faith bro. definatley feel you real strong. breath in....breath out. and go with the flow. your some one who can't go with the bulshit flow...like me. thats a blessing and a curse. the curse is that done wrong you might become self destructive. the blessing is done right you'll find true stress free happiness . ...good luck bro_________________________________________ people see me as a challenge to their balance Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
VanillaSkyGirl 6 #8 January 30, 2004 Kyle, even though I may need an interpretator to read your posts, I want to tell you to please keep your hopes up. I'm still available to help you a little with your dream company (screened tees/graphics, perhaps), if you still need the help. :) That sucks about your father. I'm not sure what you mean, but I hope that he loves you deep down and wants the best for you. Things were so different when our parents were young, especially if they are conservative people. Sometimes parents don't understand all of the dreams of our generation. Your success will prove otherwise. (Btw, I hope that you weren't saying that he wants to physically beat you because that is inexcusable. Try to stay away from that, Kyle.) I know how your feeling right now, but you can survive through the hard times, sweetie. Keep your chin up, my friend. I am at my parents' home right now (see my post in Women's Forum), but call me if you need anything. I should be back at my apt. in the next day or two, and I will call you back then, ok? :) You can make it...I know that you can... Edited: I will PM you my #. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
GravityGirl 0 #9 January 30, 2004 What kind of job are you looking for? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Peace and Blue Skies! Bonnie ==>Gravity Gear! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
KawiZX900 0 #10 January 30, 2004 entertainment event organizer, video production, Art Direction. Production work, film work, talent scouting, pooling creative resources, pitching and delivering broadcast television programs. anything a Jack of all trades does. I guess Breaking Wave Productions is San Diego's version of Project Greenlight without the financial backing of a major studio and a staffed production team. Just me against the grain. The one a I am really pining for is (eyes only) so I don't want to blurb about it lest I jinx myself for the slight possibility. But it's just one out of everything else. you can look at the people I'm networking with though http://www.ximenavalero.com http://www.sethsabal.com Accelerate hard to get them looking, then slam on the fronts and rollright beside the car, hanging the back wheel at eye level for a few seconds. Guaranteed reaction- Dave Sonsky Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
aprilcat 0 #11 January 30, 2004 Can we save this thread for when you make it, so we can show you how hungry you were? You are doing following a dream, something most people don't have the guts to do. You'll be alright. This will be you soon saying 'no autographs...I'll have my people call your people'. In the meantime, breathe. It will pay off in the long run~~of that I am sure. Blue skies... Camelot II, the Electric Boogaloo! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
WrongWay 0 #12 January 30, 2004 Do not taunt the dragon, my friend, for you are crunchy and taste good with ketchup. Take that however you want. Remember bro, it could always be worse. We've all been there, and we're all here for you now, but it's always up to you. Keep your chin high, and never give up hope. This story might give you a bit of perspective that could help. There was a man who's job was to carry stones to build bridges WAY back before cars and other conveniences were made. One day he realized that his back hurt from carrying the stones so much. So he goes to his boss and says to him, "Sir, I'm tired, and this bag of stones is too much for me to bear, could I please trade in this bag for another?" "Certainly", said the mans humble employer, as he led the man to a large room where the stone bags were held. The man looked around the room, and there were huge bags the size of horses. After a long time of thinking, he said "I'll take that one.", pointing to the smallest bag. The employer said "But sir, that's the one you brought in here." The moral of the story is, it's not always as bad as your think, and it can always be worse. Keep your chin up pal, just be patient and strong, and something good will come your way. Best of luck. Wrong Way D #27371 Mal Manera Rodriguez Cajun Chicken Ø Hellfish #451 The wiser wolf prevails. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
