goose491 0 #26 November 11, 2004 I'm sorry to hear it. Glad to hear she is not suffering though. My {{{VIBES}}} and thoughts for you brother. Nick My Karma ran over my Dogma!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jib 0 #27 November 11, 2004 Prayer for you and your family. -------------------------------------------------- the depth of his depravity sickens me. -- Jerry Falwell, People v. Larry Flynt Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
wmw999 2,587 #28 November 11, 2004 Still thinking about you and your mother, Conway. She knows how much you care -- all the time you've spent with her makes that clear. Wendy W.There is nothing more dangerous than breaking a basic safety rule and getting away with it. It removes fear of the consequences and builds false confidence. (tbrown) Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Michele 1 #29 November 11, 2004 You are in my thoughts and prayers today all day, my friend. And when the time comes, love her out as she loved you in. Complete the cycle, and know that she is peaceful and happy. Her legacy lives on - in your heart, your spirit, and your smile. Cry, but remember to smile. In your smile she laughs. Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Muenkel 0 #30 November 11, 2004 Well said Michele...as usual.Conway, hang in there buddy! My prayers have not ceased. I believe strongly that whatever the outcome is, you will feel a special strength come over you to help you through. _________________________________________ Chris Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
TypicalFish 0 #31 November 11, 2004 Thoughts and prayers for your mom, you, and your family..."I gargle no man's balls..." ussfpa on SOCNET Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jumperconway 0 #32 November 12, 2004 I was mistaken in my post yesterday, it was my dad's 71st birthday and my mom is 68, the birthday jump would have been 12/29/05! On another note; I was called at 11:00am this morning by my brother to get to the hospital in a hurry because she was about to go. I was at work trying to get some orders in so that my not being there wouldn't disrupt the business. When I got there she was out but stressed and each breath seemed to be her last. After the great medics at MDA got her the right medicine she calmed down and we waited. She looked to be completly comfortable in her drug induced state of unconsciousnous for hours. At one point this evening after Cjustus (in the avatar) got there from Austin, their next door neighbors came by in tears. As I kissed Mom on the forehead and spoke up and said "she may not be able to respond but she CAN hear you". I left the room to go let Dad know that his neighbors were there. After I left the room Mom woke up and looked around and i was no where to be found! After I came back in the room and was told of this from my cousin Paula, I gave Mom another kiss on the forehead and said to her that I was back and there for her, moments later she began opening her eyes again. I let her know that we were there for her and that it was ok to leave. She seamed to be getting a little anxious so we got some more meds and she slipped off again peacefully. She remained the same untilll we left at 1200 midnight. I was glad to have those final moments to let her know that it was ok time to leave but I guess she's just not ready yet. I am in a much better state this evening after spending the good time with Mom today! I'm ok with her passing thanks in no small way to the the support we have recieved here on Dropzone. She was one of us that unfortunately won't jump untill I take some ashes for release. She knew before we left tonight how many people here were praying for her recovery and I thank everyone of you for support! Good night all. CP Hall Patricia Ann Hall 12/29/35-11/12?/04 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
wmw999 2,587 #33 November 12, 2004 Death is astounding, isn't it? It's a privilege to be able to be there for someone when they're passing over, and to be able to help them do it peacefully. I hope I have as much love around me as your mother does. You're in my thoughts and prayers. Wendy W.There is nothing more dangerous than breaking a basic safety rule and getting away with it. It removes fear of the consequences and builds false confidence. (tbrown) Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
flygirl03 0 #34 November 12, 2004 (((warm hugs))) for all of you. Peace. Cin ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ earthbound misfit Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jumperconway 0 #35 November 12, 2004 800am friday 11/12/04 Having just got off the phone with the iron man is my dad Mom is just lying there with her eyes wide open, an involuntary reaction I suppose. Very short breaths are left so i assume the Lord is taking her very slowly and causiously having given her the chance to realise how much she was loved and allowing everyone to come and wish her well on her journey to Heaven to join her parents and friends. I held out a glimmer of hope even as we went to bed last nightat 4am that there was a chance for a miracle. Mom's as tough as leather and showing it to the peaceful end. Definitely a 'Hall' even if she just married into being one 52 yrs agoadd; The soul has left but the earthly vehicle she was borrowing, just hasn't run out of gas yet. Hence the lights are on but noone's home. Rest in peace. Peace be with you all, Conway Patrick Hall Carolee Justus 10/12/2004 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jumperconway 0 #36 November 12, 2004 Horoscope for today; Capricorn: A resurgence of pride is accented this morning. Spiritual matters are provocative. Use care in impressing your desires upon others, particularly young people Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Muenkel 0 #37 November 12, 2004 Conway, My deepest sympathies to you and all of your Mom's loved ones. Back in '02, I was down in Florida beginning my AFF training. I received a call from my sister that my much loved uncle suffered a massive heart attack and was not expected to make it. I got the first plane home and went directly to the hospital. Fortunately, I made it in time. In fact he held on for 5 days and was conscious and alert. When it was evident that he was going to pass, I stayed at his bedside till his last breath along with 8 other family members. Being with him those last days helped me tremendously in the grieving process. I was privileged to be with him when he left this earth. You're going to have some tough days ahead of you. At some times the grief will catch you by surprise. Allow the grief to come out. As hard as it is to imagine, with time it will get easier. You'll never stop missing her, but it will get easier. I'm keeping you all in my prayers over the next bunch of days. Be strong, _________________________________________ Chris Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Michele 1 #38 November 12, 2004 I am sending continued thoughts and prayers to you and your family. Thank you for being willing to be with her at this time...the love you bring will help build the bridge between now and forever. Hugs, my friend. Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jumperconway 0 #39 November 13, 2004 Well she won't give up! I spent the day again waiting for her too leave and it just wasn't to be. For what ever reason she still has some issue unresolved and won't let go. Last night around 3 am she opened her eyes and they would just stay open staring into nowhere! This afternoon she was showing some response to input, verbal and touch although she wasn't realy in touch with the goings on. My Mom is so fucking much a Hall/Craig that she wont give in it's killing us. I will post tommorrow some closure. CP Hall Cjustus Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Michele 1 #40 November 13, 2004 She sounds as stubborn as you! LOLOLOL!!!!! Keep letting her know you love her, and that you'll be all right when she leaves. Let her know this completely, totally, and without reserve. Just keep on letting her hear that, and telling her what she means to you. Even if you don't get a response, keep on. She can hear you, and she knows already, but love her out the best way you can; she'll take that love and build a spirit bridge that will remain between the two of you forever. And know that I am (and we are) here for you, and that you're still in my prayers and thoughts. Let me know if you need to talk, vent, or need a shoulder. Hugs to you, my friend. Ciels- Michele ~Do Angels keep the dreams we seek While our hearts lie bleeding?~ Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Levin 0 #41 November 13, 2004 damn conway, i'm really sorry to hear that. my dad passed away 3 months from lung cancer. he passed away in his sleep without any pain. i hope it is the same for your mom. that's the way it should be. the next few months are going to be tuff but you are a really strong person and i know you will make it thru this. you are both in my prayers and if there is anything i can do let me know. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jumperconway 0 #42 November 13, 2004 cjustus and i are dealing with this as well as possible. She just won't let go but thanks for the support michelle! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jumperconway 0 #43 November 13, 2004 840 saturday morning Heading up there now. She gave definate yes/no responses over night to my brother. She just refuses to go. Her body is decimated but her mind is strong. Peace, Conway Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Muenkel 0 #44 November 13, 2004 Conway, I hope they are able to keep her as comfortable as possible. My guess is, she has always been one tough lady. I'm sure she has passed that trait on to you and your brother. Prayers are still flowing. _________________________________________ Chris Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
freakyrat 1 #45 November 14, 2004 My prayers are with you and your family. Chris Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jumperconway 0 #46 November 14, 2004 please pray for closure. For what ever reason the Timex just keeps going. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jumperconway 0 #47 November 15, 2004 11/15/2004 7:30 am She finally found peace. She was a trooper and went we she finally felt ready. I told her yesterday that I wasn't coming back because I couldn't keep reliving her death everyday and it was her time to meet the Lord. Rest in peace my beloved mother. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mnealtx 0 #48 November 15, 2004 My prayers are with you and yours.Mike I love you, Shannon and Jim. POPS 9708 , SCR 14706 Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
hooked 0 #49 November 15, 2004 Prayers for you and your family. J -------------------------------------- Sometimes we're just being Humans.....But we're always Human Beings. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mouth 0 #50 November 15, 2004 Big hugs to you and your family. You'll continue to be in my prayers. -- Hot Mama At least you know where you stand even if it is in a pile of shit. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
