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freeflir29

Being me is tough...........

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I'm sure they'll all blame you, but not 'cause of the up-n-down. ;):P
We all have those days/weeks/years...

My mood indicator today is :| with intermittent :) can happen at any moment.

you've got to ask yourself one question: 'Do I feel loquacious?' -- well do you, punk?

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last night. kinda bumed.
most of today really bummed.
when I got the call about my potential new job.

STOKED!

so yea. up, down and side ways. Skydiving keeps me sane. OH, and its fun too!
B|
Goddam dirty hippies piss me off! ~GFD
"What do I get for closing your rig?" ~ me
"Anything you want." ~ female skydiver
Mohoso Rodriguez #865

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Hey bro I feel the same way. Been having a tough time lately.
I need to hear :Alan Parson's project : "Wouldn't Want To Be like You" It always cheers me up.
Can't get an ounce of love anywhere these days.
Edit : oh yea and i have no water. Pump went out this morning. Need a new well at $1500-3000. Yee ha. Oh yea. and a bruised package. :)


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It's normal to be up and down at different times in your life. Nobody is always happy or even-tempered. I also have good, bad, ugly, pretty, up, down and everything in between days.

It must be more difficult for you because of what you are around, the people and life that you had to leave behind, and everything that you have to deal with daily. (At times, my BF has had it quite rough, as well, so I can relate.) It's not easy to deal with the emotional and mental mind-F that can happen when put into certain situations and away from family/friends. Anyone in your situation would have a hard time, but you will be ok because you are stronger than you think.

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Hey bro I feel the same way. Been having a tough time lately.

I need to hear :Alan Parson's project : "Wouldn't Want To Be like You" It always cheers me up.

Can't get an ounce of love anywhere these days.



So how YOU doin'?:P
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You know you want to spank it
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Please let me know when you get back. The sheep in DeLand across from my house keep stopping me on my way home, asking about your return. They are really starting to show concern for their lack of love lately :D:D:D:D:D

Life is up and down for just about everyone I know, it keeps the rest of us who aren't in harms way, on our toes. Try to keep up the up's and say fuck the low's. I can't imagine how hard that is to do seeing as where you are stationed (or whatever the non-military term is, I'm clueless). Call me you bastard if you have your Packet8 phone. 845-228-8193, it's my work line so if I answer in my professional voice with, "BookingBuilder Technologies, this is Paige." Don't be scared it's just me in my disguised adult persona:D.

When you building me that tunnel you promised? I know you'll be some mega, super duper, rich-o when you get back :P

I Miss You :)
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www.TunnelPinkMafia.com

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The realities of life suck.

I'll join in with the downers by sharing the following. I tried to save a broken, abandoned baby bird from dying late last night, and it died this morning, anyway. Life's a bummer.

Then again, I tried to help. That's all that any of us can do is try to make a difference, right?

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Just honest.




Good..............that's all I can ask......and for a hug when I get there. ;)



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Please let me know when you get back.





I'll be there on 16 August. Lets party! ;)



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Call me you bastard if you have your Packet8 phone





Wish I could.............I have a Packet 8 phone.........in Baghdad...........which is about 150 miles from me. [:/] Along with my mail which contains a brand new digi camera, a book I ordered, and my CHECK book which I could really use. :S



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it's my work line so if I answer in my professional voice with, "BookingBuilder Technologies, this is Paige."




Oh God.............can you wear leather when you say that? :D:D:D


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When you building me that tunnel you promised?




I wish I could but the market is so saturated now a tunnel is a money pit!!!!!!!!! [:/]

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Note to self: Leather for Clay, Pole for Rosa and I :D

If I had leather in FL I'd wear it. ;) Something about leather or pvc and humidity :S:D

Damn all those things for being so far away. Don't they know they are supposed to teleport to your hands directly on command?!?!? Stupid banks haven't put ATM's every where just yet :D;)
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www.TunnelPinkMafia.com

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I'll join in with the downers by sharing the following. I tried to save a broken, abandoned baby bird from dying late last night, and it died this morning, anyway. Life's a bummer.

Then again, I tried to help. That's all that any of us can do is try to make a difference, right?

Hey the same thing happened to me a while back! Guess what I did about it! clicky
Speed Racer
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***What the hell would I do without you? You are so much fun! :D



To be honest, I don't know what anyone does with me :D:D:D:D I'm pretty sure if they do tolerate me they are crazy or are close to it .:D:D:D
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www.TunnelPinkMafia.com

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hows it being me... hmm... 2-4 hours sleep a day. so far i got 30 min. this morning. no a/c in my truck. to busy to fix it. on the go non stop. thats how i stay skinny. and one of these days im going to take a week off and go hide at the dz and turn my cell phone off so i can finish AFF. but I have to get the rest of the funds first. Being me sucks ass right now. thanks for asking though! ;) :) I will be fininshed by the end of the summer.... i hope [:/]

ExPeCt ThE uNeXpEcTeD!
DoNt MiNd ThE tYpOs, Im LaZy On CoRrEcTiOnS!

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Hi Speedracer. I just looked at the clicky and read your story. It was probably the better solution for your situation, if the baby bird was dying, anyway, and you had no idea how to help it.

I think that I saw your snake's picture before in another thread. I've loved snakes since I was in high school. A friend of mine had one, but it was larger than yours. Yours is really gorgeous, though.

Getting back on topic, death is a natural and inevitable part of this world among humans and wild animals alike. Natural selection and survival of the fittest guarantees that some animals, like my baby bird, which I believe was a runt, who was unable to learn to fly and fell from it's nest, will inevitably die. It's sad, but it happens. I can deal with the reality of that. I'm not shocked or horrified that you fed a dying bird to the snake.

I am hoping that a bird, animal or person's life is not prolonged, if it is in pain or hurt and dying. Sometimes, death is best, and if you can nourish another animal/human with a dead one's meat, then I'm all for it. Like many others, I eat quail, duck, turkey, goose, chicken and eggs. Those, except the eggs, were all baby birds once, too.

No worries...I'm sure that you did what you could with what you had.

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