Fuck the holidays

[lisamariewillbe 1]

Yea I said it, flame away.... theres pretty much not anything anyone could say to make this fucking holiday any worse.... yesterday my older brother Michael was killed by a fucking drugged up piece of fuckign shit hood... and since Im the emotionally stronger sibling, I was told, we are waiting till after xmas to tell my sister... emotionally stronger my ass... regardless all I fuckign wanted to do was jump, let the air take the pain away...since Im not able to jump because well who in their right mind will let an emotional fucking wreck hurl out of a planethe day she finds out her brother is murdered, sudsyfist dropped his xmas eve plans to entertain me for the entire day and most the evening... the only fucking person to realize it was a day to NOT be alone, the only fucking friend in this whole fuckign state , he knew that sfter recieving this news I needed a friend, someone to cry to , ask questions, cry some more , bitch scream and complain... fast forward to today... still needing to fucking jump, jump thearpy, air thearpy fucking, no drama freedom ... I arrive at Perris.... GREAT I get to jump ......... fuck no lets make things worse for her, let the dropzone be open, but lets not have any fucking gear to rent .... that way she can sit in a fucking corner by herself and get fucking drunk while watching all the other skydivers jump.... Merry fucking Christmas....

Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

[lisamariewillbe 1]

wait update, fucking cant even get a fucking drink, damn bomb shelters open, people fucking workign but not serving anything..... just my fucking luck.... no I get to be sober

Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

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[squirrel 0]

we live a ways away, but you are welcome here...about 70 miles from perris. sorry for your loss, i have been there too. lost my brother, same way.

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Livin' on the Edge... sleeping with my rigger's wife...

[gmittar 0]

So sorry for your loss! <>

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Seriously, W.T.F. mate?

[Snowwhite 0]

Lisa I'm so incredibly sorry for all that you are going thru!

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[mouth 0]

Hugs sweetie. Wish I was there for you to cry on my shoulder. My sympathy to you and your family.

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At least you know where you stand even if it is in a pile of shit.

[RhondaLea 4]

Oh Lisa.

If you don't know where you're going, you should know where you came from. Gullah Proverb

[CSpenceFLY 1]

Very sorry for your loss Lisa.


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[Superman32 0]

I'm sorry for your terrible loss

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I'm back biatches!

[godfrog 2]

Sorry for your loss. My deepest condolances and I hope they catch the scum and fry him!

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[yamtx73 0]

I'm very sorry to hear of your loss, if you need anything just give a shout

The only naturals in this sport shit thru feathers...

[Usetawuz 1]

So very sorry for your loss!

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[Broke 0]

Wow that fuckin sucks. What else can anyone really say?

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[cocheese 0]

Oh no. Lisa, we're all here for you. We always willbe.
Endless hugs......

[micro 0]

oh girl! I wish I was there to help. I'm glad sudsers is w/ you, he's a great man. Know you're loved, we're praying for you.

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And JP.
And Chris. And...

[lisamariewillbe 1]

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What else can anyone really say?

Im not sure, all I know is never say "well we all have to die sooner or later, what does it matter how we die" and yes Ive heard that... i dont need vibes or hugs I need to jump but now Im drunk so I cant... I dont need sympthoy , just empathy ... Suds will be back tomorrow then Ill have a shoulder, and a jump buddy... until then Im gonna get wasted on rum

Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

[Broke 0]

I would say that because of this tragic event. This really was unecessary. Because some hopped up asshole was probibly lookin for some cash, and didn't like th answer you brother gave him. I hope whoever did this gets strung up by tht toenails, and then gets a columbian necktie.

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[Scoop 0]

I havent really had much contact with you but take care of yourself and stay strong. If you can be with someone else at this time that would be awesome. Ive not been in your position but I have been the one to deliver bad news and I know it can take a while until it all becomes real.

Sorry for your loss... take care

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[cocheese 0]

There must be more shoulders to cry on. Reach out to someone there so you aren't all alone. We're still here too. Sending cocheesecake flavored vibes.

[lisamariewillbe 1]

nope their all jumping and Im not wearing a sign "I need a hug" but thisx rum is treating me quite fine

Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

[masterrig 1]

I never know what to say at times like this but, your loss makes me feel bad and I'm praying for you and your family. I'm so sorry for your loss.


Chuck

[cocheese 0]

Well it's dark here now at your old time zone. Search for peace in the sunset. Maybe you can jump tomorrow.