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lisamariewillbe

The "before I die list" revisted

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We all had/have them... skydiving was my number one, and the only one that I thought I could achieve in my top 5. I have my entire life been fearful of the water, to scared to swim, to scared to do water training ... to scared to even really experience the water in any way shape or form besides bathing and showers. I have at times stood in a pool , or put my feet in the water... but always with a dread... The fear of water controled many things and limited me to watching on the side lines as my children played in the water with smiles of pure joy and appreciation for the experience...

well I finally checked off number 3... I know how to swim... I can doggie paddle really well and thats the easiest for me and I have no fear with that at all, I can almost lap swim but I cant figure out how to breathe right so I dont go far, and most importantly I can tread water for 15 mins without freaking out about not being on the edge of a pool or touching the bottom. And I learned this all in a lake.

At my age, I can now do what my children have been doing for years, I can now do what most of you have told me I was silly for not knowing. I almost even liked it, to the point I am signing up for scuba lessons this week or next (money permitting, damn costly hobbies) and looking forward to sharing an enviroment I never thought I could be part of with creatures I have admired from afar.

This should be attached to my mushy thread... but its not ... So anyone else cross something off their list and feel this damn good about it?
Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

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Uhhhh that three way down the slip and slide completley helped me hate water even more... I cant believe we thought it would work.... and I cant believe I agreed to be on the bottom... thank goodness Julia and that other girl were little
Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

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"...I saw you on the slip-n-slide at Sebastian"

That 3-way was some funny shit...I STILL :D when I think of that.

Major Congrats, girl on the swimming...it only gets better with time.
My reality and yours are quite different.
I think we're all Bozos on this bus.
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No Stitch but I am working on learning to ignore negative people, and you are giving me good practice. Thank you for your comment, but I had no fears over my shoes or in which way they are secured, I however did achieve something most wont. I fought a deep rooted fear and learned something that I have spent my life not knowing. I am proud of myself and no one can take that away. Even if it is only learning to swim. Have a wonderful day. Dont trip and fall over your laces...

Swedish ... wicked cool, on the list is rafting now that I can depend on myself and not just a life vest. I do not know the difference in 4 or 5s but one day I will...
Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

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no dear, no nerves, just stating self pride, patting myself on the back, even my stitch cant make this less then it is ... at least not in my mind... no matter what he says lmao

Imagine the embarrassement of having your child teach you to swim... I did good , sucked up the pride and displaced my fears, and dove in... all the while my kid telling me to kick harder and laughing at me.

Been up all night ... gonna go back to bed and to dz.com lurking... Thanks all, its been a great night of bonfire and pms, and when I get to start jumping again I finally, FINALLY can get my water training...

My only suggestion is look at your list and decide what can be done now... something that has been on your mind for years and just get out there and do it. I forgot how good it felt to actually pull the list out and cross something off. Now the list is on the fridge, instead of in the memory box...

Ones person dream is another persons routine... live your dreams now, because there will not always be time later and no one else can achieve your dreams the same way you can.
Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

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I didnt ignore her... I love my nun... oh read above and ignore the fact I had to edit it to go back to ignoring the green goblin... come on Im going on no sleep for who knows how long ... cut me slack lol
Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

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Stop confusing me... ive been up a really long time mister butt head .... and yes thats a minor PA, but I love ya so its okay ... B| at least until I get warned ...

okay did I respond to the right person this time?
Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

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Good for you! I have been skydiving... scuba diving (with sharks in Blue Hole!)....

I want to move to Hawaii and live there... hubby and I would love to do that when our kid turns 18... 8 years to go!!!

Oh and we want to sell everything when we retire and travel the country in an RV from dropzone to amusement park to dropzone to amusement park....

~ Lisa
~ Do you Rigminder?

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Oh and we want to sell everything



That wasnt on the list but its how I got to texas, most liberating feeling...

Good luck in making it happen.... it sounds dreamy..

Oh and the whole shark thing, okay I am taking it one stroke at a time... I completley flipped when a frog swam right past me.... and almost pushed my kid out of the way to try to escape... mind you that was the day I found out the frogs in Texas are big enough to eat armadillos.... [:/]
Sudsy Fist: i don't think i'd ever say this
Sudsy Fist: but you're looking damn sudsydoable in this

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