Anvilbrother 0 #1 August 1, 2006 I have been gone for a few months. I first started jumping b/c I gained weight, and then did not feel comfortable under canopy anymore. I found out I was gonaa be a papa, then sold all my gear to pay of CC debt, and b/c I was mad and ashamed at myself for the conditions I had gotten to. I had knee surgury about 6 weeks ago, and am about to go back to work as a FireFighter. I realized that I chunk of my life was lost without my other family and the sport. My parents save for my wife who is supportive will probbaly think I am nuts, but I realized that the benifit is worth the risk. I will have all my affairs in order, and will leave the rest up to whatever happens. You cannot avoid death I realized it can happen sitting on the front porch by lightning, in the car at a redlight, or in my sleep. I realized today that I had stopped looking up in the sky or facing into the breeze and closing my eyes. That feeling I had when I realized I was suppressing my love for the sport b/c of my lazyness to get off the couch and loose weight was like a cold jump into icy water. I WILL BE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! Postes r made from an iPad or iPhone. Spelling and gramhair mistakes guaranteed move along, Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
BIGUN 1,488 #2 August 1, 2006 Skydving is a cruel mistress, isn't she? She'll be here.Nobody has time to listen; because they're desperately chasing the need of being heard. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
