Coreece 190 #1 October 10, 2012 I recently had a post deleted about the movie irreversible, and I'm very thankful for that...I simply didn't do it justice. I've been building up the courage to watch this film, and I felt that if I suggested that others watch it, that would obligate me to finally watch it...and I did. I've experienced some nasty darkness in my life...I thought I knew evil - I thought I knew pain...but I don't know shit. I'm only half way through the film...it's very difficult to watch. I had to stop, and have been crying for the past hour...and I'm not just talking about tears...I'm talking about wailing aloud in deep distress. I can't remember crying like this, ever...I put myself into the film and it all becomes real to me. I see it, I hear, I feel it...and it is all too much to bear....and the hardest part is coming to the realization that as painful as it is for me, my pain is not even a fraction of 1% of the real pain these women actually feel in reality. This is simply the best film ever made...it will show you who you are and change your life. It is certainly nor for everyone and the effects are irreversible. My pain...everything, is child's play to me now. I sincerely apologize for all my bullshit in these threads and to those I've personally insulted "in the name of entertainment..." what a crock of shit! Most of all I apologize to the women...I don't really know most of you...and it breaks my heart to know that instead of lifting you up, I was breaking you down at times. I mean, we don't always know who we're talking to, and things can get pretty nasty...but I never want to add a hair of pain to any woman...especially those who had an experience like that in Irreversible....Damn, I'm crying again...God, this movie got me...it got me good. ...but I'm done here folks...I can't do this any more. There has been nothing beneficial in the majority of my posts for a long time. Take care, God bless you all. Luv ya... .Your secrets are the true reflection of who you really are... Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
JohnMitchell 16 #2 October 10, 2012 I don't know what you've been thru. A lot of people experience things that no human being should have to endure. But, yes, there's always someone who's had it worse, and there are some inspiring stories of people who have survived and thrived. It sounds like you're healing and coming out of where ever you've been. Welcome back, stick around, maybe talk to someone if you need to, okay? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Squeak 17 #3 October 10, 2012 very disturbing film, could not finish it myself You are not now, nor will you ever be, good enough to not die in this sport (Sparky) My Life ROCKS! How's yours doing? Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
